Mistakes

Lessons learned.
Finally.

Hesitations lead to my destruction.
She told me to speak the truth
but I refused to.
She told me, by being straightforward,
it helps a lot in living this life well.
But I refused to.

I guess, I am just too stubborn to listen to her.
But, I know that one day, that stubbornness will eat my flesh and soul slowly.
I will literally be dying early if I choose to keep things in heart.

One day,

She confronted me.
I felt super awkward and scared at the same time.
Yes. I hate confrontation.
Because I 'love' to avoid taking risks.

Unfortunately, I cant run no more.
She wont leave me alone till she gets the explanation.

I was hesitating at first.
Yes. Hesitations, again.

So, There I sat, facing her, heart's pounding.
I said it.
I let it out.
I told her the truth.

Phew.
LEGA RASANYA. Says I.

You'll never enjoy your life,
if you choose to live inside a box.
Yes. I am so afraid of taking chances.
Am underestimating myself again.
which is a bad thing to do.

SO..
lessons learned,

1. Get rid of negative vibes.
2. Learn to think before you speak.

If you are patient enough, I am certain that I can make you feel proud of me.
And I will definitely be proud of myself.

THANK YOU for being such a wonderful person.

Credits to:
Queen Ketam and
Manisha.
YOu guys are awesome!

Lessons learned,
Fathi.