Jan 4, 2013

Didikan

Bukan mudah untuk mendidik
Minda beritahu akal
Itu hakikat.
Perhati diri
Mudahkah mendidik hati?
Liar. 

Sukar dikawal,
Terutama saat minda dan hati tidak sekufu.

Ibu Ayah contoh terunggul.
Susah payah mendidik anak-anak.
Terkadang, hasilnya mengagumkan.
Terkadang, hampa di tengah jalan.
Tidak semua yang diharapkan menjadi.

Soal mendidik hati.
Terkadang tersungkur.
Jadi api di siang hari.
Dingin sedingin salju di tengahari.
Hangat kerana dengki di malam hari.
Bila waktu tenang menyelinap?
Ada ruang kah untuk rasa kasih?

Kerana kurang didikan, 
hati sukar dibentuk.
Sukar dipujuk.
Terkadang, jadi keras,
macam batu.

Usaha itu perlu,
dalam mendidik.
Pastinya perlu berterusan.
Tanpa rasa putus asa.

Didik hati ke arah kebaikan.
Ajar dia selalu tenang.
Nasihat dia, selalu kuat.
Jangan kalah sembarangan.
Perlu teguh setiap masa.

Hati kita milik Dia.
Apa pun terlintas, Dia tahu.
Niat murni perlu ada.
Agar Dia tahu kita mahu berubah.
Dia lihat pada usaha.
Jangan gusar.
Kerana Dia ada
Setiap langkah, kita punya teman.
DIA ada. 
Yakin.


Didik saya ke arah kebaikan.
Saya suka bila anda nasihat saya.

Terima kasih.




Jan 2, 2013

Care to share? I'm ready to listen.

Phone's vibrating. Oh. An incoming call.
"Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumussalam. How's your progress? Ready to talk about Shakespeare tomorrow?"

"Not sure. Haven't done final revision yet."

"Kenapa macam tak sure ni? Come. Share what you know. My intention is to test you. Let's pretend like this is a pre-exam session."

"So nice of you. Thank you." 


Conversation ends.

Concentrate on getting well soon okay? I'll be fine, InsyaAllah.


****

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


Mari test! Okay. First and foremost, Shakespeare is not a learned man. He is not a man who went to universities and learn drama or literature formally. However, even though he is not scholarly, his presentation of work is very great and the evidence is that he was considered as one of the great Elizabethan writers.

Just so you know, Elizabethan era or..during this zaman, it was when Queen Elizabeth reigned. Therefore, Elizabethan drama refers to the plays produced while Queen Elizabeth was in power in England and that was from 1558 until 1603.

Kalau nak tahu, it was during this time lah the entertainment industry during Elizabethan period prosper. Because the public started or began to attend plays in large number. That's cute. Attend tengok drama secara berjemaah. Tapi..tapi..they watch drama or plays at an open space and it wasn't at all like how we watch theatre today where everyone is silent and pay attention to the actors' performance. During Shakespeare's time, watching a play is like in today's example, like you watch a music band performing. People walk, and eat, and talk, and they just cannot sit still. One more thing to note, during this time jugaklah all the prostitution berleluasa and plague was started or should I say..err...merebak? Yes. Sebab unhygienic place people spent time at. Most famous theater and the home of many Shakespeare's plays were performed was the Globe Theater (1599).

Shakespear's canonical works are:
37 plays were written

154 sonnets were composed
and...2 long narrative poems were written.

He was a famous figure in tragedy plays. Kiranya, he's like an expert in writing tragedy plays lah. Because the message is well delivered to the audience and the plot is organised in a very impressive manner. The beauty of the language used by him is also one of the main important elements in Shakespeare's writing. Among the great tragedies produced were Hamlet, Macbeth, King Lear and Othello. In all these four tragedies, it focuses on the tragic hero presented in the plays. Whereby every tragic hero has his own tragic flaw. Their own tragic flaws are the main reason or cause of their downfall. They come from a noble background and they are known as the great, important figures in a society. Example, King, Prince..or any noble man. The reason as to why they have to be an important figure is mainly because, the higher their status are, the harder they will fall in the end. So, Tragedy in Elizabethan era must end with catastrophe like the death of the main character, or senang cerita, the death of the tragic hero. This in return will invoke catharsis in the audience. So, basically, because of the tragic hero's tragic flaw, they actually learned something and they know that what they have done is wrong. Therefore, they get the moral lesson soon before dying. That's awesome, isn't it?
I love Macbeth the most. Oh, and Hamlet. And King Lear. So kesian lah all of them. Memang catharsis itu wujud semasa membaca tragedi-tragedi tersebut.

Not only that, Shakespeare is famous for his comedies as well. One thing to note is that,

Shakespeare does not follow exactly the Aristotle's Poetic rule. The rule is, the unity of action, the unity of time, the unity of place. His plots are complex but it is integrated. As I mentioned before, his plots are very impressive. Aaand.. Madam Farizah said, he is very good at plotting the play proving that he is a skillful storyteller. He invented new way of writing his work by mixing the genres. Yes. A mixed genre.
And usually:
1. In his comedy, it always begins with a great conflict and has tragic elements.

2. In his tragedy, there is the element of jokes. Yes. Jokes.

So, one of the comedies is Twelfth Night. Have you guys watched She's The Man? Dah tengok kan? Okay, 
that movie is the adaptation of Shakespeare's Twelfth Night.

Okay...should I continue with sonnet?
No...
No...Tak larat....
InsyaAllah..ingat points..and I can membebel in exam kejap lagi.


Exam is at 3pm.
Pray for me loves!


Oh, Allah..mohon dipermudahkan segalanya. Amin.

Love, Fathi.

Jan 1, 2013

Blissful

1 Jan 2013

Lagi 4 minit jam menunjukkan pukul 9 pagi. Ya, pukul 9 pagi.
*Click* 
Handphone saya mengeluarkan bunyi. Oh, ada sms.

Sender: Z

Text:
"sori mms busuk anda xdpt msuk ke dlm henset beta yg teragong ini"

Oh..beliau. MMS tempoh hari? Heheh. Tidak mengapa kalau tak dapat pun. MMS tu bertujuan untuk meng-jeles-kan anda je sebenarnya. Biasalah, manusia kan nak gaduh je kerjanya kalau tak puas hati. You sent me MMS yang sgt tak cool ok. So I berniat nak balas bagi you jeles. Gambar Shake Herbalife Perisa Antibiotik je pun. Tapi, you didn't get the MMS pun kan? Nampak sgt niat I tak baik *Malu dgn diri sendiri* 
Sorry anyways. You lah asyik sakitkan hati I. [wekk..ape I you I you ni...!]
No big deal mister. Takpe.Takpe.

Harap maaf. Reply saya dalam hati: 

"sori sms anda xdpt di-reply oleh diri beta yang hensem teramat ini. Ingat janji 2013 beta? Yeah. Akan beta kotakan janji tersebut. Live well."

Di atas adalah salah satu daripada contoh tema di dalam Waiting for Godot (1953) ke 1952? Confused. Written by Samuel Beckett. Nama manja, Samuel Basket, coined by Ms. Suhailah in 2012. The example above illustrated the theme of nothingness. Why nothingness?
Because all I can see is the element of nothingness in the relationship if it continues.
Being in a friend-zone will definitely not bring any positive progress because both of us will end up fighting on small and unimportant things. Friends do not do that. Being in a more-than-a-friend-zone will even more bring zero benefits. This is due to the unending fights and unimportant topics discussed by both of us. No progress too. No improvement, stagnant, therefore, nothingness.
How can a relationship be the medium for us to gain rewards? Well, when you do good things for each other and when you appreciate one another and when you know there are benefits for both of you in the relationship. Especially benefits yang boleh pandu kita ke arah jalan Allah. Bukan the feeling of uncertainty and perasaan kita-ni-dah-kenapa-asyik-nak-sakitkan-hati-masing-masing?

Waiting for Godot is the perfect example of how human being these days are lost and they do not know exactly what is their purpose of life.
Yes! That's it. Purpose. What is the purpose of being friends tapi asyik bergaduh-sampai-maki-hamun-antara-satu-sama-lain?
Bawak-bawaklah beristighfar.

Let's give ourselves some time, some space. Okay?
Revise balik our main intention. Nak berkawan kerana apa?
Sayangilah rakan anda kerana mereka akan berjiran dengan anda di akhirat nanti.
Takmau gaduh-gaduh OK?

Samuel Beckett, your piece of work is really an absurd one. I was lost when reading it.
Sambil membaca sambil berkata... "Ini cerita apa???? Tolonglaaah!"


Sekian ^_^

Semoga Allah lipat gandakan rezeki kita semua pada tahun ini dan tahun-tahun berikutnya. Dan sentiasa beri ketenangan hati pada kita.
Amin~

Smile people! Tomorrow is exam day =D

Love, Fathi.