Blissful

1 Jan 2013

Lagi 4 minit jam menunjukkan pukul 9 pagi. Ya, pukul 9 pagi.
*Click* 
Handphone saya mengeluarkan bunyi. Oh, ada sms.

Sender: Z
Text:
"sori mms busuk anda xdpt msuk ke dlm henset beta yg teragong ini"

Oh..beliau. MMS tempoh hari? Heheh. Tidak mengapa kalau tak dapat pun. MMS tu bertujuan untuk meng-jeles-kan anda je sebenarnya. Biasalah, manusia kan nak gaduh je kerjanya kalau tak puas hati. You sent me MMS yang sgt tak cool ok. So I berniat nak balas bagi you jeles. Gambar Shake Herbalife Perisa Antibiotik je pun. Tapi, you didn't get the MMS pun kan? Nampak sgt niat I tak baik *Malu dgn diri sendiri* 
Sorry anyways. You lah asyik sakitkan hati I. [wekk..ape I you I you ni...!]
No big deal mister. Takpe.Takpe.

Harap maaf. Reply saya dalam hati: 
"sori sms anda xdpt di-reply oleh diri beta yang hensem teramat ini. Ingat janji 2013 beta? Yeah. Akan beta kotakan janji tersebut. Live well."

Di atas adalah salah satu daripada contoh tema di dalam Waiting for Godot (1953) ke 1952? Confused. Written by Samuel Beckett. Nama manja, Samuel Basket, coined by Ms. Suhailah in 2012. The example above illustrated the theme of nothingness. Why nothingness?
Because all I can see is the element of nothingness in the relationship if it continues.
Being in a friend-zone will definitely not bring any positive progress because both of us will end up fighting on small and unimportant things. Friends do not do that. Being in a more-than-a-friend-zone will even more bring zero benefits. This is due to the unending fights and unimportant topics discussed by both of us. No progress too. No improvement, stagnant, therefore, nothingness.
How can a relationship be the medium for us to gain rewards? Well, when you do good things for each other and when you appreciate one another and when you know there are benefits for both of you in the relationship. Especially benefits yang boleh pandu kita ke arah jalan Allah. Bukan the feeling of uncertainty and perasaan kita-ni-dah-kenapa-asyik-nak-sakitkan-hati-masing-masing?
Waiting for Godot is the perfect example of how human being these days are lost and they do not know exactly what is their purpose of life.
Yes! That's it. Purpose. What is the purpose of being friends tapi asyik bergaduh-sampai-maki-hamun-antara-satu-sama-lain?
Bawak-bawaklah beristighfar.
Let's give ourselves some time, some space. Okay?
Revise balik our main intention. Nak berkawan kerana apa?
Sayangilah rakan anda kerana mereka akan berjiran dengan anda di akhirat nanti.
Takmau gaduh-gaduh OK?

Samuel Beckett, your piece of work is really an absurd one. I was lost when reading it.
Sambil membaca sambil berkata... "Ini cerita apa???? Tolonglaaah!"

Sekian ^_^

Semoga Allah lipat gandakan rezeki kita semua pada tahun ini dan tahun-tahun berikutnya. Dan sentiasa beri ketenangan hati pada kita.
Amin~

Smile people! Tomorrow is exam day =D

Love, Fathi.