Reminiscing Sabah: Day Four & Day Five - 27th & 28th Sept

I still remember how it was waktu pergi Sabah last year. It was like 'THE MOMENT' of realization. Not that I know it will end this way. Ehem.

1
So, kalau datang Sabah, rumah Pak Bong, tapi tak tour Pekan Keningau ... tak sah la kan? Heheh. Kiranya Hari Empat, memang jalan-jalan Keningau jelah. And it was actually a day off for Kak Et jugak. Sebab esoknya kita nak pergi ke Kota Kinabalu. Definitely kena dapatkan rehat. ^_____^
Selama ni dengar Keningau je beribu-ribu kali. Hah. Sekarang, jalan sampai puas. Heheh. Naaiss..

2
Hari Lima. We went to Kota Kinabalu. Both me and Kak Et. Akak bawa ikut Jalan Kimanis. Nak tunjuk gunung tinggi kata beliau. It was indeed a breathtaking scenery! Memang...Subhanallah =) Cantik. Sangat.
We stopped for a while dekat Papar. Beli kuih cincin yang Makcik Nor dan Pak Bong bawa balik ke Semenanjung selalu tu. Mehehe. And...Belacan jugak. Tapi, I dunno what happen to all of the belacan now. Sebab saya tak makan belacan barangkali? Memangg...pastu tak tanya khabar pun kat belacan tu. Hahaaa.. Habis dah la kot kan? Keh3. Pastu we met sepupu kak Et...and I met her and I was amazed sebaab....my cousin ada Chinese cousins..wuwuwu. Awesome. Oh....DAAN selepas itu......Kami lalu Banjaran Crocker. Yang kita belajar kat dalam subjek Geografi tulah...haaaa.... I dah lalu... Keh3.

3
Sampai Kota Kinabalu, we went to tengok laut. Rindu pulak dekat moment tu. Just me and kak Et. heheh. Pastu akak bawak pergi solat di Masjid Terapung. Subhanallah. Cantik. Dan.. Best =) Lepas dah siap semua urusan kak Et bawak jalan-jalan setakat untuk petang tersebut, we headed off to rumah kawan kak Et. Masih ada aura Syawal kan. Jadi..kita pergi berjalan raya. Haha. bukan jalan raya yang jalan raya untuk kenderaan tu. Tapi jalan raya. Whatever. Oh dan, what I remembered the most adalah...
KAWAN2 BAIK KAK ET SANGAT CANTIK.
Dan....anak kawan kak Et sangaaaaaaaaat comel.......Subhanallah...
Rasa macam...nak kawin dengan orang yang ada Chinese look boleh? Heheh.

4
Malam. Kita tidur di rumah Pak Bong yang di Kota Kinabalu. Ada Abang Arif kat sana. Abang Arif handsome. Hahahaha. Ok. This was the moment. Which I could not forget. The most.

Dah 29hb September waktu tu.

Kita dah lama kenal. 8 bulan. Kalau kita pasangan suami isteri, probably, sekarang awak pregnant our baby nak masuk bulan ketujuh dah.

Dropped jaw. Literally. Dropped jaw.
O____O"????

What was that Tan Sri? I thought your heart was with someone else. Why used me as an example? I was....cemas for real at that time. Perasaan tak boleh dibuat main. I takleh reverse dah time tu. Dah jauh sangat rasanya. And I was ... pasrah. If it is meant for me, I am very much grateful. If not...tak mengapa. Sebab I was still positive in helping you to get in touch with my senior. Sebab that was what you asked for. Remember?

Pandai Tan Sri eh bagi ujian dekat saya...

And the mengaji session was nice by the way ^_^

Ok. Enough of my rambling session.

I miss Kak Et. Sangat banyak.

A Note to Self

Bismillahirrahmahirrahim

I was so happy that I passed the plagiarism software's basic requirements recently. And of course, I felt overjoyed. Overjoyed. Ok. Sekarang boleh foresee what's going to happen next? Kehkehkeh.

I was sitting next to my senior while doing my work and then..she informed me about her percentage that she got as the requirement to pass the plagiarism software. I was so kagum! Like seriously kagum. She got lower percentage than me. And suddenly a sinking emotion was developing inside me. Great.Now whaaattt.... -_-''

Oklah.Oklah..Bukan envy. Bukan envy. I am sure that it is not a feeling of jealousy. I am super happy for her sebab she passed it with flying colors. Truly, I am happy for her.
Tapi..tapi... I feel like... Kenapa la aku tak pandai macam dia? Struggle sampai nangis-nangis pastu baru dapat lepas software tu. Kakak tu buat tenang-tenang je...then boleh pass dengan mudah. wuwuwu. It is the inferior me talking..!!
Now can you see the comparing business??

Not good. Not good..

I should punish myself for having this kind of attitude.

Sekarang cuba tengok apa Hadith 1 pesan pada kita:

It is narrated on the authority of Amir al-Mu'minin (Leader of the Believers), Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him), who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him), say:

"Actions are according to intentions, and everyone will get what was intended. Whoever migrates with an intention for Allah and His messenger, the migration will be for the sake of Allah and his Messenger. And whoever migrates for worldly gain or to marry a woman, then his migration will be for the sake of whatever he migrated for."

Related by Bukhari & Muslim

Source: http://www.40hadithnawawi.com/index.php/the-hadiths/hadith-1

Subhanallah..

Sekarang tengok balik niat sendiri. Mungkin I finished my work with the niat to get high marks. Bukan sebab ilmu..wuwuwu..
Astaghfirullahal'azim.

Kakak, saya sukakan anda. Saya admire anda. Saya tidak cemburu, cuma kecewa dengan diri sendiri T_T"

May Allah forgive us and guide us to the right path. Allahumma Amin...