Somewhere Only We Know

It is a song title.
I know.
To You, I wish we can turn back the hands of clock.
And went back to the time when we first met.

And pretend like we do not know each other.
I would just know you as a stranger.

Who has no importance in my life.

I know, it sounded harsh.

But, oh, man. You ask for it.

I didn't know things would go wrong this way.

I've never dream of something like this to happen.

To be away from you.

To be a stranger to you.

What has happened?

You made it clear that nothing is going to be a reality.
I didn't know you were serious back then.

Well, you know how manusia these days.

Suka cakap tipu.
Janji manismu all the time.

That was the reason why I did not believe in any of your words.

Inche, even though those memories,

and those places

are the ones that only both of us know, 

I do not care.

I will remember. But will not try to cherish the memories.

It has now gone.

Trust me.
Allah knows best.

Sometimes, I feel the sympathy creeping in.

But, there are times when my heart says, "enough".

Oh, thank you for waking me up.

You are never serious.

Even when it is time to be serious.

Because of your ego and degil-ness, 

I made it through now.

I am free.

I am happy.

Super happy.

I, now, have someones who would be willing to help me

 to get through all the hardships in life.

Dengan ikhlas.
I do not need you.

Go. Fly free.

You, too, do not need me any longer.

Those someones are more precious to me.

Jangan pertikaikan mengapa

Saya pilih mereka daripada anda.

To my sweethearts <3

Saya sayang anda.

 Yes, you ;)

Kisah 2 - Ayah & Ibu's Kayla Marissa

Kayla Marissa
Yang cantik dan sopan-santun.

Alololo..comelnya.
Ibu said, she looks like me ;) Tahniah Along Afiq and Kak Kemy. Yay! Ibu dan ayah dah ada cucu. I haven't got the chance to meet the newly born little princess yet. Best lah Hilmy dgn Angah Hadry, dah ada anak saudara. Aww...bestnya! I was super excited masa jumpa Ibu on last wednesday.

Me: Ibu, siapa nama baby Along?

Ibu: Kayla Marissa. Pernah dengar tak nama macam tu?

Me: Belum pernah lagi. waah..sedapnya nama. Modern nama baby.

Ibu: Maksudnya yang cantik dan yang sopan-santun. Ibu nak tengoklah nanti dah besar macam  mana. Kot terlompat-lompat jugak macam Along Afiq dulu, Ibu nak cakap dekat Along, tang mana yang sopannya? *Ibu gelak bersungguh-sungguh*

Me: Haha...alahai bu..biasalah budak kecik... So comel. Nama sedap... ^__^

Ayah and Ibu.

They are my second parents after Umi and Abah ^_^

Tahniah ^_^ lepas ni Angah Odin punya turn pulak lah kan?

Selamat Bertunang Angah ^_^
Nanti orang datang time wedding Angah ye. 

So near yet so far.
Oh, Shakespeare harus diberi perhatian terlebih dahulu.

Buat Diri Yang Sering Lupa

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sabda Nabi Muhammad s.a.w:

 "Sesiapa yang banyak bercakap, maka banyaklah kesalahannya, sesiapa yang banyak kesalahannya, maka banyaklah dosanya, dan sesiapa yang banyak dosanya, api nerakalah paling layak untuk dirinya."

(Hadis Riwayat Baihaqi)

Down with Love,
Fathi

November

November.
Bulan kesebelas
Dalam kalendar.
Riuh rendah alam sekeliling,
Riuh lagi bunyi bising dalam minda.

Saat hati dan otak tidak lagi sekufu
Kewarasan akal makin hilang.
Bukan jadi gila.
Tapi hilang pertimbangan.

Bukan mudah seekor berudu nak jadi katak.
Bukan mudah ulat dalam kepompong nak jadi rama-rama.
Dan bukan mudah nak buat kek coklat yang sedap
Tanpa rasa sabar yang tinggi.

Cuba pergi kedai kek.
Tengok kek yang cantik dan kelihatan sedap dalam peti cermin.
Pernah terfikir tak kesusahan yang perlu dialami
untuk kek tersebut siap menjadi sesuatu yang indah?

Oh November.
kalaulah ada yang mampu faham.
Tak minta banyak..
Hanya perlu faham.

Benar.
Jangan peduli apa kata orang.
Allah penilai teragung.
Kita usaha, Allah nampak.
Kita sedih, Allah tahu.
Kita gembira, Allah yang izinkan.

November.
Saksi hati.
Melepaskan pergi apa yang sepatutnya.

Bukan mudah jadi manusia.
Cabaran pula untuk jadi Muslim sebenar.
Cekal. Tanam dalam hati.


*tengah semangat konon-konon berpuitis, adik junior bilik sebelah sedang gembira tgk running man sambil mengomel dalam bahasa korea. haha. comel.*

Narutopedia

How advanced kids these days.

For Naruto lovers..and those who are addicted to this manga series, you guys must have known about the existence of this Narutopedia looong ago.

How cool.

I was trying to understand my own brother's obsession.

So, I googled naruto and I found this Narutopedia.

Everything that you need to know about Naruto is in there.

How can he make a very serious discussion with his lil sister about the plot and characters of the story?

Talking as if those characters are real.

Strange it is.

Still trying to figure out what make them feel so happy to follow the series from beginning to end.

Rambut pacak-pacak, tutup mata sebelah, lompat-lompat, terbang-terbang kat pokok, err..sounds like pontianak a bit.

This ninja business is quite interesting. Living in their own world trying to solve their own mysteries of life.

What about the reality that we are living in now?

I think it would be awesome if we also have this kind of ninja spirit - the sense of strong brotherhood - the feeling of wanting to protect your own brothers from any kind of harm.

How amazing if these ninja skills can be used to defeat those Israel monsters who kill our Muslim brothers.

Oh Allah, please protect our religion, Islam and protect our dear Muslim brothers in Palestin. Amin.

Narutopedia. Weird.

Down with love.

A Slap On The Face

Life is a mirror, says her.

What you did before, will definitely have its own package. You will face the consequences in the future.
Says her again.

I know you need time. Trust me, devote yourself, your heart, your soul..everything, only to Allah.

I cannot give you the guarantee..but please, have trust in Allah. Wholeheartedly. You will see the difference.

She insisted on saying this.

You know what? Do not cry. Allah can see your effort. Do not think that He does not know what's happening. Hati kau tu, transparent. Allah boleh tahu semua.

Read the du'a that I told you before. It helps a lot.

Read it sincerely. HE is the only one who can get you out of this mess.

She held her hand, firmly.

Love your enemy. Remember I told you that?

She nodded and looked at her straight in the eyes.

Take care.
Kick all the negativity lah. You will be just fine. Remember what I said tadi.
Percaya ALLAH. Jangan ada rasa ragu-ragu walau sikit pun.

Her look was very soft and it made her tears rolled down her cheeks.

She said in her heart: Forgive my past. Only Allah knows how much I love you, friend.

She says again. Say nothing if you have nothing wise and beneficial to say. Okay?

Now stop burdening your brain. Let it rest for a while. Calm yourself and keep on believing. Allah ada. Sentiasa ada.

They departed.

Only Allah knows how both of them felt that day.

Reflection of the mirror.

You punch yourself in the mirror. Your hand hurts. Your anger stays inside.
Your sadness does not fade away.
Think wise.

Think wise.

Think wise.

Corporate Fraud

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Staring on a blank page.
Have no ideas to write down anything.
Corporate Fraud.
Anyone?

Oh Allah,
I know this is challenging.
Please give me some patience so that I can endure.

=__=  apakah cerita yang harus saya ceritakan di hadapan kelas nanti?
Fraud itu adalah penipuan.
Dan menipu itu berdosa.
Impaknya pada masyarakat sangat besar.
Dan ia akan meragut maruah anda dengan kejamnya.
Di mana integriti?
Di mana harga diri?
Di mana Iman?
Di mana akal?
Sanggup kau calarkan maruah agama demi kepentingan diri.
Cetek akal.

Aku faham apa itu fraud.
Saat mahu dimuntahkan kefahaman di atas kertas,
terasa sukar.
Kerana kami akan dinilai.
Skop yang teramat besar dan luas. Mahu specific dan detail? Seperti tidak mampu.

Dr.Fadzilah, will you be mad if I don't meet your expectation?

Berusaha!!!!!
Kisah Fraud dan Hari hujan.
Sekian.