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Am I the only one who always does things wrongly?

How shameful.

Forgive me, Ya Rabb.

Reminiscing Sabah – Two – 25 Sept

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Today would be the first day of my journey touring Sabah. Mehehe. I woke up for Subuh prayer at 5. That’s super early and pretty amazing. The water was soooo sejuk. Awesome!

Hari ni, destinasi kami, Sandakan. Can’t wait!

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I thought Abang Kiki would come with us. Unfortunately, he’s not. Only the four of us went. Oh, yes. When I woke up that morning,  I couldn’t see the view outside the kitchen window. Gelap kan.memanglah. Tapi..tapi..when it was at 7-ish at that time, I went to the kitchen to refill my water bottle and guess what I saw? Ada pemandangan cantik dekat belakang rumah Pak Bong. Sawah padi hijau….sangat cantik! Subhanallah. Awesome ji le to have that kind of scenery at your own house.  Wo hen xihuan!

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I couldn’t stop laughing sepanjang perjalanan.
Kak Sitilah punca segala-galanya. We saw lots of KUDA kat tepi jalan tau. Sedang meragut rumput dengan gembira di tepi bukit yang curam.
Kak Siti: Tinah, nampak tak kat tepi jalan tu ada apa?
Tinah: Nampak! *super amazed* Bestnya..
Kak Siti: Tau tak tu apa? Itulah kerbau nama dia. Pernah tengok tak kerbau?
Tinah:  “-______- *sabar jelah* apa pulak kerbau…
Kak Siti: *evil laugh*

Haha..jahat. Itulah modal beliau sebagai seorang tourist guide yang cemerlang.

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It took us about 6 hours to arrive there. Jauhnya Sandakan. But I enjoyed the journey. Sightseeing dengan jayanya. I was informed that we will be staying for one night at Cik Nor’s brother’s house at Bukit Garam. We passed by Kinabatangan before we arrived there and Kak Siti was busy talking about Bung Mukhtar.
Kak Siti: Eh, ni kawasan Bung Mukhtar kan? Mana rumah dia? Tak nampak pun. Tinah, cuba tengok kalau-kalau nampak dia.
Tinah: “-______-    *long silence* Kak, it doesn’t make any sense.
Kak Siti: Haaa..! Kau nampak sungai kat bawah tu? Situlah tempat si Bung Mukhtar main terjun-terjun sungai dengan kawan dia si Pandalela.
Tinah: HAHAHAHA…… *continue laughing* Tipuuuu…..!
 And it went on like that until we arrived at the house.

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Bukit Garam.
It was almost Maghrib when we arrived. The place was very nice. Cantik dan tenang. We were very tired. Especially Pak Bong. He has been driving for 8 hours. Kesiannya..
Feeling warm and comfortable, we ate dinner and slept early. We practically have nothing to do and at 9 pm, all of us went to bed. BUT… I couldn’t sleep. As usual, my very weird mindset or maybe biological setting should I name it?? I just couldn’t sleep at a new place. I ended up watching Kak Siti sleeping and hearing her talking in sleep. I was frightened at first. I thought she was talking to me. But suddenly she was laughing after quite a long silence. Hahaha.. Kak..that was cute! (and scary too.mehehe)

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Thank You Uncle Ridhuan and family =) A night spent at Bukit Garam was memorable.
I ate well, I rest well and I laughed a lot.

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Dia telefon. Dia justify mengapa dia hilang selama 7 hari. Fair enough. “Terima kasih. Sekarang saya tahu di tahap mana saya sedang berdiri.”
Haha. Dramatik sungguh.

Reminiscing Sabah - Day One

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

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Kaki kanan melangkah masuk ke dalam kapal terbang. Alhamdulillah, it went well down there masa bagi boarding pass and what not. *I couldn't stop smiling when looking at the stewardess. They looked beautiful and they were super waaaaangi....*  Haha. Do not imagine unpleasant thoughts okay. I was just admiring how beautiful they were and..it was awesome to get the chance to like stare at them and ask questions and smile at them and ask for directions and..apa-apa jelah lagi. Well, we paid. They should give first class service.

Saat Inche Pilot beritahu ketinggian bas terbang di atas langit tidak bertiang, perut rasa kecut sekejap.
Subhanallah. Tingginya.
One thing that made me feel proud of myself was, I didn't feel dizzy or anything. Haha. So I can tell Abah that I am awesome sebab berjaya naik kapal terbang tanpa sebarang komplikasi.

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I arrived a bit late at Kota Kinabalu due to the delay. So, my uncle, my aunt and Kak Siti were waiting for me outside for quite some time I think. Aduhai, kasihan. I saw Kak Siti and Mak Cik Nor once I came out from the..err..what do you call that place? Err...I dont know. But, it was after I passed the Immigration Counter. 
Feeling extremely HAPPY, because I landed safely and finally get the chance to step my feet on the land of Sabah, "Oh my, do tell me I am not dreaming!".

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I was tired but my brain and my heart refused to shut down during our way back to Keningau. Hebatlah Pak Bong boleh drive malam-malam, lalu jalan pusing-pusing dan berkabus. Laju pulak tu. Awesome.
I just listened to Kak Siti and Pak Bong's conversation without having the effort to digest what they were discussing about. Right next to me, Mak Cik Nor was sleeping soundly.

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Hai Sabah, Saya dah sampai.
Esok hari Dua. Cannot wait to explore.

Reminiscing Sabah-Leaving

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It was a very long cuti raya for me. I have never felt that way before. I couldn't control myself from looking at the phone, b-e-r-u-l-a-n-g kali. Soo many times until my heart felt extremely tired. Adik told me to stay cool and let time decides. And that was exactly what Umi told me the night before. Cepatlah masa berlalu. Nak pergi Sabah!

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Friday, 24th September.
Kak Siti called me early on Friday just to make sure that I don't forget. Haha. How can I forget? I was extremely excited to go to Sabah. And nervous too.
Abah was not really in a good mood that day. The atmosphere was just not right. I sent a text message to Adik, "Did I do anything wrong? Or Abah memang sedang tiada mood? I am scared. Petang ni nak bertolak dah. Macam mana ni dik?"
Adik replied: "Alaah..relax..Abah penat tu. Jangan fikir bukan-bukan."
Oh yes. I think, I should just keep quiet. Barangkali, Abah terlalu penat.
I was busy making sure that I am not the one who made Abah feel upset until I forgot to pack my bags! Oh my! I have like less than an hour to pack my baju and stuff. Disaster! Sempatkah mahu kejar masa?

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It's almost time. Abah drove reaaally fast. And, he couldn't stop complaining about my bad time management. Phew! Lega. At least I felt normal bila Abah bising macam tu. =D
Tak kisah lah lambat sikit yang penting Abah is Abah yang normal sekarang. I just couldn't stand the silence. When we reached the airport, I hugged Umi and left. Abah was the one who accompanied me and helped me with my bags. I couldn't stop the tears running down my cheeks. I hugged Abah. I was being so emotional at that time. In front of the police officer. In front of.. err.. so many people. Lantak ah. I said to Abah, "I am sorry." I just feel like saying that.
Terharu. Abah hugged me and said, "Take care. Jangan sedih-sedih."

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Now I am alone at the departure hall. Well, not literally alone. With my bags and nervous little heart, I went to find the gate number. *Ah..merungut sorang-sorang ni yang tak best ni*
Abah was so worried. He called me for gazillion of times just to make sure that I am not LOST.
Haha...Alhamdulillah, it went very well. Walaupun flight delay for about an hour because of the bad weather condition. It was raining dekat Sabah. Gloomy. Seperti kondisi hati saat itu.

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Yang telefon tadi adalah dia. Mimpi barangkali.

Weeee.....~ Awesome sungguh perasaan dapat naik kapal terbang. Saya seorang diri okay. Ulang suara. Seorang diri. Well, the other passengers were there of course. Tapi saya tiada teman. Cayalah!

Kak Siti was waiting for me at the other end. And I was ready to let my heart fly free. Free and away from everything. Dramatic aren't I? Lantak ah.

Sabah...! =D

But

Your voice is a soothing lullaby,

Your vibe is very calming,

Oh, you are such a wonderful creature!

But but but ...

in a world of buts

you are still,

and always will be,

not for me.

Kecewa tak?

Kecewa kan. 

Tidak mengapa. 

Allah kan ada untuk kita =)

Banyak lagi peluang dan rezeki lain. Bersabar dan berfikiran positif selalu ok?

Selamat mengundi rakyat UIAM sekalian =D
Fathi.

Awesome Sabah, Awesome People.

From left; Patima, Lovely Kak Siti Aisyah, Awesome Cik Nor.

Dear Lovely Kak Et, 

I am so excited to write this entry specially for you. I owe you one big time. Thank You soooooo much for giving me a lifetime opportunity. An opportunity which I have never imagined before. I was super duper excited when you mentioned about going to Sabah. Well, Akak tahu kan I will never get the opportunity to have a leisure vacation like that for FREE! Akan tetapi, Kak Et telah melaksanakan mimpi tersebut! Walaupun Tinah tak pernah daydream dapat tiket free pergi ke Sabah. 

Woot~ Woot~ Tinah dapat naik kapal terbang...! Hahah. Awesome lah. (Bunyi agak jakun disini. Tapi lantak ah)

THANK YOU Kak Et! Still rasa macam mimpi lagi. And I miss those lovely leisure calm and serene moments kat sana. Away from everything. Dan yang paling best, away from Semenanjung. Hahahaha. Oh, hebat juga Tinah sebab tak homesick masa kat sana. Heheh. Sebab schedule penuh dengan aktiviti gelak ketawa, mencuci mata dan menjamu minda.

Thank You Allah sebab Tinah dilahirkan dalam family yang best macam ni.

Kak, waktu Tinah tak boleh tidur malam kat sana, Tinah tak sedih pun. Sebab I enjoyed every second kat sana. Bila Tinah tak boleh tidur, I listened to your dengkuran dan igauan ngeri. heheh. Comel. Lepas tu I keep telling myself, "Tinah, kau baring sekarang bukan kat bumi Seremban. Tapi bumi Sabah. Negeri jauh gila." Hahahaha. Dan Tinah seronok perhatikan cara akak handle things kat sana, Truly, you are one of a kind. Sumber inspirasi Tinah sejak kecil lagi ^__^ 

Kat sana kak, setiap kali bila Tinah tengok langit, Tinah cakap kat diri sendiri, "Tinah, sekarang kita berbumbungkan langit Sabah." Haha. Terasa seperti sangat cool bila cakap macam tu dekat diri sendiri.

And...And...And... I love it the most when we pray Subuh secara berjemaah =') Indah perasaan tu kak. Hee.. Oh, dan tak lupa juga insiden Abang Kiki buat stunt time solat Maghrib. LOL. Abah pun gelak dengar cerita tu. Abang Kiki, anda cool la. haha.

Patima and Kak Kiah

Pak Bung sangat baik hati sebab bawak Tinah jalan-jalan sampai ke Lahad Datu. Dan, Tinah kutip pengalaman best kat sana. Memang pelajaran sepanjang hayat tu. Kesian Pak Bung penat drive kereta jauh-jauh. Huhu, Tinah terharu. Sangat-sangat =')

Pak Bong, you are awesome!

Patima and Pak Bong

Kesimpulannya, cuti Tinah di Sabah sangat awesome! =D
Oh, Tinah sangat suka perkataan awesome =P

Thank you kak et =) ALLAH saja yang dapat balas jasa kak et dan keluarga. 

I love you.

Hugs and kisses,

Patima, original from Keningau. Mehehe..

'Alone Time' is Almost Ending

Approximately, 24 days of semester break is almost ending.
And it means, 'Alone Time' is also ending.
When new semester starts, practically, no more 'Alone Time'.
Because, we'll be meeting new lecturers, our friends and...new assignments!
Well, I am missing all that actually.
Being busy handling time to finish all assignments.
That way, my time is filled with the right things.
Yes, I should be doing the right thing.
And ignore the not so right things that I have been worrying about lately.

I am all ready to face the new semester.
To break out from the cocoon that I've created during the semester break.
I learned a lot during my away time.
It has been a very valuable experience.
Truthfully.

I have so much to talk about and I shall fill my space here with all the interesting stories. Interesting for me, at least ^__^ and it will be lovely to keep on distracting myself. Shifting my attention to other interesting things around.

It feels good to know that the heart now has decided to let go.
Be strong baby! We can both do this together ^_^

Cuti yang awesome,
Fathi.