Kan dah kena bebel. Padan muka. Bukan sorang yang membebel. Dua orang terus. Semua pun pedass, makan dalam, buat muka merah telinga merah (sebab maluu amat), buat saya rasa nak gigit telefon, minum air, kunyah kentang goreng, dan paling penting nak nangis... T_T sebab malu dengan diri sendiri dan orang yang tegur tu.. dan malu dengan Allah.
Assalamualaikum..
Saya baru lepas kena marah. Sebab saya melalut sangat lately ni.
Macam nilah. Sebab suka sangat melalut merepek mengarut fikir yang bukan2 ape semua ni kan..apa kata pause sekejap.
Stop.Berhenti...! Faham?
Duduk diam-diam. Diam. Diam je. Diam.
Jangan cakap apa-apa.
Kalau terfikir yang bukan-bukan, buat dek je. Sendiri fikir sudah. Pastu Istighfar laa banyak-banyak supaya semua fikiran negatif tu tak menular sampai rosakkan mood. Jangan sampai semua negative thoughts tu dizahirkan dalam bentuk statement atau soalan yang boleh buat orang keliling marah.
Jangan mengada nak cakap "kenapa la aku ni suka susahkan orang lain" atau "sorry sebab selalu susahkan awak" atau "saya ada susahkan awak tak? am I a burden to you?" (padahal takde pape pun yang terjadi untuk terlibat dalam adegan minta-maaf-saya-bersalah ni).
Distract yourself. Go read Qur'an. atau buat solat sunat. Sebab Allah je yang boleh hilangkan semua kekusutan yang kita rasa.
Trust me. Jangan mengarut sangat. Penat...Penaaat. Literally penat sebab melalut fikir entahapaapaentah.
I am going through a phase. I don't even know what kind. It's very tiring. I do sincerely hope that I will find a way out. Susah sikit jalan yang kita nak lalu ni..sobs. Semua orang pun tahu kan.. jihad tu mencabar.
Jihad kearah kebaikan.. semua pun mesti nak buat macam ni kan?
Tapi kena janji dulu jangan fikir yang bukan-bukan. Okay? Stay positif. Sangka baik selalu. Boleh..boleh.kita pasti boleh. Allah ada dengan kita. (Yakinkan diri sendiri sambil buat muka meyakinkan). Korang kena positif jugak. Ok? Good..good.. jangan jadi macam saya. Melalut merepek mengarut.
Moga Allah Sayang.
Farewell!
Jan 28, 2014
Jan 27, 2014
Jangan Tinggal Saya
Assalamualaikum..
Pernah rasa lost tak?
Recently, hati saya dilanda turmoil yang sangat dahsyat. Sehinggakan E update status di facebook berpesan supaya "Cherish the moment that you have now" dan saya..kaku..teringat semula pesanan beliau baru-baru ini, beliau kata jangan fikir banyak sangat. Baiklah. Sudah saya jangka..Saya tahu akan ditampar dengan kata-kata saat saya buka akaun Facebook.
Alhamdulillah. Pada hemat saya, saat Allah datangkan rasa sedih dan dukacita, itu tandanya Allah nak kita ingat pada Dia dan tandanya Allah rindu nak dengar kita mengadu pada Dia. Saya saksikan ramai kenalan yang dah berubah menjadi baik. Tapi saya tak nampak sebarang perubahan pada diri saya. Atau mungkin saya yang gagal untuk lihat sebarang perubahan. Atau..entahlah.
Bila kenalan paling rapat dengan saya sedang melalui transfromasi diri yang drastik, saya rasa ketinggalan. Sangat. Dalam hati saya cakap macam ni: "Kalau awak dalam perjalanan nak jadi baik, awak ajaklah saya sekali. Jangan tinggalkan saya" :'( Sobs. Ya. Saya rasa sangat ketinggalan. Tapi, apa yang saya nak sampaikan tidak terluah.
Mungkin kena muhasabah diri semula kenapa saya rasa ketinggalan sampai macam tu sekali. Saya rasa sangat sunyi. Macam tengah jalan2 dekat satu jalan yang gelap, ada lampu samar2. Masa mula berjalan, ada kawan di sebelah. Tiba-tiba kawan tu pergi macam tu je tinggalkan kita. Terpinga-pinga. Itu yang saya rasa. Tapi tak apa. Kawan saya tak salah. Saya berterima kasih pada Allah sebab hantar kawan saya untuk jadi wake up call pada saya. I guess I just needed that... T_T.... It came at the right moment.
Bila dah kena ignore, baru saya nak sedar diri. Bila dah kena tinggal sorang2 baru nak gelabah.
Tak apa. Saya yakin. Allah boleh bimbing saya dan Allah akan tunjukkan jalan. Walaupun sendirian. Subhanallah. Hebatnya Allah sebab hantar peringatan pada saya melalui cara yang macam ni.
I guess I just have to be strong. Permulaan kepada sesuatu perkara memang selalunya sukar.
Allah dekat. Sangat dekat dengan kita. Kita tak akan sendiri. Tak akan :)
"And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided." (Al-Baqarah:186)
Pada yang pernah rasa lost dan rasa kena tinggal macam ni..jangan sedih2 ek. Penat sebenarnya nak lalui rasa sedih tu sorang2. Tapi sebenarnya, kita tak sorang2 pun. Allah kan ada :) Meh. Jom jalan sama-sama dengan saya *senyum lebar-lebar*
p/s: How I wish I can say "Jangan tinggal saya" sambil buat muka saya-nak-ikut-awak-jadi-baik-jugak.
Farewell!
Pernah rasa lost tak?
Recently, hati saya dilanda turmoil yang sangat dahsyat. Sehinggakan E update status di facebook berpesan supaya "Cherish the moment that you have now" dan saya..kaku..teringat semula pesanan beliau baru-baru ini, beliau kata jangan fikir banyak sangat. Baiklah. Sudah saya jangka..Saya tahu akan ditampar dengan kata-kata saat saya buka akaun Facebook.
Alhamdulillah. Pada hemat saya, saat Allah datangkan rasa sedih dan dukacita, itu tandanya Allah nak kita ingat pada Dia dan tandanya Allah rindu nak dengar kita mengadu pada Dia. Saya saksikan ramai kenalan yang dah berubah menjadi baik. Tapi saya tak nampak sebarang perubahan pada diri saya. Atau mungkin saya yang gagal untuk lihat sebarang perubahan. Atau..entahlah.
Bila kenalan paling rapat dengan saya sedang melalui transfromasi diri yang drastik, saya rasa ketinggalan. Sangat. Dalam hati saya cakap macam ni: "Kalau awak dalam perjalanan nak jadi baik, awak ajaklah saya sekali. Jangan tinggalkan saya" :'( Sobs. Ya. Saya rasa sangat ketinggalan. Tapi, apa yang saya nak sampaikan tidak terluah.
Mungkin kena muhasabah diri semula kenapa saya rasa ketinggalan sampai macam tu sekali. Saya rasa sangat sunyi. Macam tengah jalan2 dekat satu jalan yang gelap, ada lampu samar2. Masa mula berjalan, ada kawan di sebelah. Tiba-tiba kawan tu pergi macam tu je tinggalkan kita. Terpinga-pinga. Itu yang saya rasa. Tapi tak apa. Kawan saya tak salah. Saya berterima kasih pada Allah sebab hantar kawan saya untuk jadi wake up call pada saya. I guess I just needed that... T_T.... It came at the right moment.
Bila dah kena ignore, baru saya nak sedar diri. Bila dah kena tinggal sorang2 baru nak gelabah.
Tak apa. Saya yakin. Allah boleh bimbing saya dan Allah akan tunjukkan jalan. Walaupun sendirian. Subhanallah. Hebatnya Allah sebab hantar peringatan pada saya melalui cara yang macam ni.
I guess I just have to be strong. Permulaan kepada sesuatu perkara memang selalunya sukar.
Allah dekat. Sangat dekat dengan kita. Kita tak akan sendiri. Tak akan :)
"And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided." (Al-Baqarah:186)
Pada yang pernah rasa lost dan rasa kena tinggal macam ni..jangan sedih2 ek. Penat sebenarnya nak lalui rasa sedih tu sorang2. Tapi sebenarnya, kita tak sorang2 pun. Allah kan ada :) Meh. Jom jalan sama-sama dengan saya *senyum lebar-lebar*
p/s: How I wish I can say "Jangan tinggal saya" sambil buat muka saya-nak-ikut-awak-jadi-baik-jugak.
Farewell!
Dec 21, 2013
Reminiscing Sabah: Day Four & Day Five - 27th & 28th Sept
I still remember how it was waktu pergi Sabah last year. It was like 'THE MOMENT' of realization. Not that I know it will end this way. Ehem.
1
So, kalau datang Sabah, rumah Pak Bong, tapi tak tour Pekan Keningau ... tak sah la kan? Heheh. Kiranya Hari Empat, memang jalan-jalan Keningau jelah. And it was actually a day off for Kak Et jugak. Sebab esoknya kita nak pergi ke Kota Kinabalu. Definitely kena dapatkan rehat. ^_____^
Selama ni dengar Keningau je beribu-ribu kali. Hah. Sekarang, jalan sampai puas. Heheh. Naaiss..
2
Hari Lima. We went to Kota Kinabalu. Both me and Kak Et. Akak bawa ikut Jalan Kimanis. Nak tunjuk gunung tinggi kata beliau. It was indeed a breathtaking scenery! Memang...Subhanallah =) Cantik. Sangat.
We stopped for a while dekat Papar. Beli kuih cincin yang Makcik Nor dan Pak Bong bawa balik ke Semenanjung selalu tu. Mehehe. And...Belacan jugak. Tapi, I dunno what happen to all of the belacan now. Sebab saya tak makan belacan barangkali? Memangg...pastu tak tanya khabar pun kat belacan tu. Hahaaa.. Habis dah la kot kan? Keh3. Pastu we met sepupu kak Et...and I met her and I was amazed sebaab....my cousin ada Chinese cousins..wuwuwu. Awesome. Oh....DAAN selepas itu......Kami lalu Banjaran Crocker. Yang kita belajar kat dalam subjek Geografi tulah...haaaa.... I dah lalu... Keh3.
3
Sampai Kota Kinabalu, we went to tengok laut. Rindu pulak dekat moment tu. Just me and kak Et. heheh. Pastu akak bawak pergi solat di Masjid Terapung. Subhanallah. Cantik. Dan.. Best =) Lepas dah siap semua urusan kak Et bawak jalan-jalan setakat untuk petang tersebut, we headed off to rumah kawan kak Et. Masih ada aura Syawal kan. Jadi..kita pergi berjalan raya. Haha. bukan jalan raya yang jalan raya untuk kenderaan tu. Tapi jalan raya. Whatever. Oh dan, what I remembered the most adalah...
KAWAN2 BAIK KAK ET SANGAT CANTIK.
Dan....anak kawan kak Et sangaaaaaaaaat comel.......Subhanallah...
Rasa macam...nak kawin dengan orang yang ada Chinese look boleh? Heheh.
4
Malam. Kita tidur di rumah Pak Bong yang di Kota Kinabalu. Ada Abang Arif kat sana. Abang Arif handsome. Hahahaha. Ok. This was the moment. Which I could not forget. The most.
Dah 29hb September waktu tu.
Kita dah lama kenal. 8 bulan. Kalau kita pasangan suami isteri, probably, sekarang awak pregnant our baby nak masuk bulan ketujuh dah.
Dropped jaw. Literally. Dropped jaw.
O____O"????
What was that Tan Sri? I thought your heart was with someone else. Why used me as an example? I was....cemas for real at that time. Perasaan tak boleh dibuat main. I takleh reverse dah time tu. Dah jauh sangat rasanya. And I was ... pasrah. If it is meant for me, I am very much grateful. If not...tak mengapa. Sebab I was still positive in helping you to get in touch with my senior. Sebab that was what you asked for. Remember?
Pandai Tan Sri eh bagi ujian dekat saya...
And the mengaji session was nice by the way ^_^
Ok. Enough of my rambling session.
I miss Kak Et. Sangat banyak.
1
So, kalau datang Sabah, rumah Pak Bong, tapi tak tour Pekan Keningau ... tak sah la kan? Heheh. Kiranya Hari Empat, memang jalan-jalan Keningau jelah. And it was actually a day off for Kak Et jugak. Sebab esoknya kita nak pergi ke Kota Kinabalu. Definitely kena dapatkan rehat. ^_____^
Selama ni dengar Keningau je beribu-ribu kali. Hah. Sekarang, jalan sampai puas. Heheh. Naaiss..
2
Hari Lima. We went to Kota Kinabalu. Both me and Kak Et. Akak bawa ikut Jalan Kimanis. Nak tunjuk gunung tinggi kata beliau. It was indeed a breathtaking scenery! Memang...Subhanallah =) Cantik. Sangat.
We stopped for a while dekat Papar. Beli kuih cincin yang Makcik Nor dan Pak Bong bawa balik ke Semenanjung selalu tu. Mehehe. And...Belacan jugak. Tapi, I dunno what happen to all of the belacan now. Sebab saya tak makan belacan barangkali? Memangg...pastu tak tanya khabar pun kat belacan tu. Hahaaa.. Habis dah la kot kan? Keh3. Pastu we met sepupu kak Et...and I met her and I was amazed sebaab....my cousin ada Chinese cousins..wuwuwu. Awesome. Oh....DAAN selepas itu......Kami lalu Banjaran Crocker. Yang kita belajar kat dalam subjek Geografi tulah...haaaa.... I dah lalu... Keh3.
3
Sampai Kota Kinabalu, we went to tengok laut. Rindu pulak dekat moment tu. Just me and kak Et. heheh. Pastu akak bawak pergi solat di Masjid Terapung. Subhanallah. Cantik. Dan.. Best =) Lepas dah siap semua urusan kak Et bawak jalan-jalan setakat untuk petang tersebut, we headed off to rumah kawan kak Et. Masih ada aura Syawal kan. Jadi..kita pergi berjalan raya. Haha. bukan jalan raya yang jalan raya untuk kenderaan tu. Tapi jalan raya. Whatever. Oh dan, what I remembered the most adalah...
KAWAN2 BAIK KAK ET SANGAT CANTIK.
Dan....anak kawan kak Et sangaaaaaaaaat comel.......Subhanallah...
Rasa macam...nak kawin dengan orang yang ada Chinese look boleh? Heheh.
4
Malam. Kita tidur di rumah Pak Bong yang di Kota Kinabalu. Ada Abang Arif kat sana. Abang Arif handsome. Hahahaha. Ok. This was the moment. Which I could not forget. The most.
Dah 29hb September waktu tu.
Kita dah lama kenal. 8 bulan. Kalau kita pasangan suami isteri, probably, sekarang awak pregnant our baby nak masuk bulan ketujuh dah.
Dropped jaw. Literally. Dropped jaw.
O____O"????
What was that Tan Sri? I thought your heart was with someone else. Why used me as an example? I was....cemas for real at that time. Perasaan tak boleh dibuat main. I takleh reverse dah time tu. Dah jauh sangat rasanya. And I was ... pasrah. If it is meant for me, I am very much grateful. If not...tak mengapa. Sebab I was still positive in helping you to get in touch with my senior. Sebab that was what you asked for. Remember?
Pandai Tan Sri eh bagi ujian dekat saya...
And the mengaji session was nice by the way ^_^
Ok. Enough of my rambling session.
I miss Kak Et. Sangat banyak.
Dec 19, 2013
A Note to Self
Bismillahirrahmahirrahim
I was so happy that I passed the plagiarism software's basic requirements recently. And of course, I felt overjoyed. Overjoyed. Ok. Sekarang boleh foresee what's going to happen next? Kehkehkeh.
I was sitting next to my senior while doing my work and then..she informed me about her percentage that she got as the requirement to pass the plagiarism software. I was so kagum! Like seriously kagum. She got lower percentage than me. And suddenly a sinking emotion was developing inside me. Great.Now whaaattt.... -_-''
Oklah.Oklah..Bukan envy. Bukan envy. I am sure that it is not a feeling of jealousy. I am super happy for her sebab she passed it with flying colors. Truly, I am happy for her.
Tapi..tapi... I feel like... Kenapa la aku tak pandai macam dia? Struggle sampai nangis-nangis pastu baru dapat lepas software tu. Kakak tu buat tenang-tenang je...then boleh pass dengan mudah. wuwuwu. It is the inferior me talking..!!
Now can you see the comparing business??
Not good. Not good..
I should punish myself for having this kind of attitude.
Sekarang cuba tengok apa Hadith 1 pesan pada kita:
Subhanallah..
Sekarang tengok balik niat sendiri. Mungkin I finished my work with the niat to get high marks. Bukan sebab ilmu..wuwuwu..
Astaghfirullahal'azim.
Kakak, saya sukakan anda. Saya admire anda. Saya tidak cemburu, cuma kecewa dengan diri sendiri T_T"
May Allah forgive us and guide us to the right path. Allahumma Amin...
I was so happy that I passed the plagiarism software's basic requirements recently. And of course, I felt overjoyed. Overjoyed. Ok. Sekarang boleh foresee what's going to happen next? Kehkehkeh.
I was sitting next to my senior while doing my work and then..she informed me about her percentage that she got as the requirement to pass the plagiarism software. I was so kagum! Like seriously kagum. She got lower percentage than me. And suddenly a sinking emotion was developing inside me. Great.Now whaaattt.... -_-''
Oklah.Oklah..Bukan envy. Bukan envy. I am sure that it is not a feeling of jealousy. I am super happy for her sebab she passed it with flying colors. Truly, I am happy for her.
Tapi..tapi... I feel like... Kenapa la aku tak pandai macam dia? Struggle sampai nangis-nangis pastu baru dapat lepas software tu. Kakak tu buat tenang-tenang je...then boleh pass dengan mudah. wuwuwu. It is the inferior me talking..!!
Now can you see the comparing business??
Not good. Not good..
I should punish myself for having this kind of attitude.
Sekarang cuba tengok apa Hadith 1 pesan pada kita:
It is narrated on the authority of Amir al-Mu'minin (Leader of the Believers), Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him), who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him), say:
"Actions are according to intentions, and everyone will get what was intended. Whoever migrates with an intention for Allah and His messenger, the migration will be for the sake of Allah and his Messenger. And whoever migrates for worldly gain or to marry a woman, then his migration will be for the sake of whatever he migrated for."
Related by Bukhari & Muslim
Source: http://www.40hadithnawawi.com/index.php/the-hadiths/hadith-1Subhanallah..
Sekarang tengok balik niat sendiri. Mungkin I finished my work with the niat to get high marks. Bukan sebab ilmu..wuwuwu..
Astaghfirullahal'azim.
Kakak, saya sukakan anda. Saya admire anda. Saya tidak cemburu, cuma kecewa dengan diri sendiri T_T"
May Allah forgive us and guide us to the right path. Allahumma Amin...
Oct 27, 2013
Reminiscing Sabah - Day Three - 26th Sept
1
Morning. We went to Lahad Datu. It was a sudden plan because one of Pak Bong's students meninggal dunia. It was at Kg. Bugis. And I asked Kak Et, kenapa nama kampung tu Bugis? The answer is simple. Ramai orang Bugis. We went there and waited until the it was over. We even went to tanah perkuburan and me and Kak Et watched from far how the jenazah was dikebumikan. It was...for me..a lifetime experience. Because, I got to see the jenazah close up. And my nose remembered the smell of the jenazah until the night when we arrived home. Gaaahh...Faathinah and her mindset problems.
2
After all that was over, we went to Pasar Lahad Datu and bought lots of ikan and udang. So many udang...! I cannot eat udang T_T such a waste. If only I brought with me my allergic medicines, I would have the opportunity to eat all the big big big and delicious UDANG.
3
Then we stopped for prayers on our way back to Keningau at one of the mosques dekat tepi jalan. Pak Bong kata masa Pak Tan datang Sabah, they went to the same mosque as well. Hahaha. Saya pun dah sampai.... =P
It was a great comfort to have such a kind company...on the line.
Hehe. Well, dear you, I am very much thankful sebab anda sudi sms dengan saya.
Kak Et, pada hari tersebut, lutut beliau lebam..sebab beliau terlanggar err...pintu kereta kalau tak silap. Kesian lutut beliau.
Morning. We went to Lahad Datu. It was a sudden plan because one of Pak Bong's students meninggal dunia. It was at Kg. Bugis. And I asked Kak Et, kenapa nama kampung tu Bugis? The answer is simple. Ramai orang Bugis. We went there and waited until the it was over. We even went to tanah perkuburan and me and Kak Et watched from far how the jenazah was dikebumikan. It was...for me..a lifetime experience. Because, I got to see the jenazah close up. And my nose remembered the smell of the jenazah until the night when we arrived home. Gaaahh...Faathinah and her mindset problems.
2
After all that was over, we went to Pasar Lahad Datu and bought lots of ikan and udang. So many udang...! I cannot eat udang T_T such a waste. If only I brought with me my allergic medicines, I would have the opportunity to eat all the big big big and delicious UDANG.
3
Then we stopped for prayers on our way back to Keningau at one of the mosques dekat tepi jalan. Pak Bong kata masa Pak Tan datang Sabah, they went to the same mosque as well. Hahaha. Saya pun dah sampai.... =P
It was a great comfort to have such a kind company...on the line.
Hehe. Well, dear you, I am very much thankful sebab anda sudi sms dengan saya.
Kak Et, pada hari tersebut, lutut beliau lebam..sebab beliau terlanggar err...pintu kereta kalau tak silap. Kesian lutut beliau.
Oct 16, 2013
Kurang matangnya saya...Hihi
Assalamualaikum..
Eid Mubarak..
^_^ Semoga Allah melindungi kita dibawah rahmat kasih-sayangNya sentiasa.
Tadi I was looking back at my older posts..and reading them made me laugh, with great err..humility.
I was weighing myself.
Soooo immature..and..not that professional. Bhahaha..kata free flow wiriting kan..
But it does reflect my personality. It improves as time passes by. Alhamdulillah.
No more vulgar words... (Vulgar words banyak ke?? Hisshh....)
And....maturity seems to like....ada sikitlah kalau tak banyak pun. Boleh senyum bahagia tak sekarang? heheh.
Aaand....because of maintenance and changing of formats...ada beberapa posts yang tak boleh dibaca and I have to re-edit them as soon as possible.
Dr.Rosli's advice banyak kali dah bergema dekat telinga.
Critical Reading.... Critical Reading..... READING....... REAAAADD.....
Hahahaha.
OK Dr.Rosli. Got the message, Sir!
Will start reading, right away ^_^
Take care lovelies..!
Eid Mubarak..
^_^ Semoga Allah melindungi kita dibawah rahmat kasih-sayangNya sentiasa.
Tadi I was looking back at my older posts..and reading them made me laugh, with great err..humility.
I was weighing myself.
Soooo immature..and..not that professional. Bhahaha..kata free flow wiriting kan..
But it does reflect my personality. It improves as time passes by. Alhamdulillah.
No more vulgar words... (Vulgar words banyak ke?? Hisshh....)
And....maturity seems to like....ada sikitlah kalau tak banyak pun. Boleh senyum bahagia tak sekarang? heheh.
Aaand....because of maintenance and changing of formats...ada beberapa posts yang tak boleh dibaca and I have to re-edit them as soon as possible.
Dr.Rosli's advice banyak kali dah bergema dekat telinga.
Critical Reading.... Critical Reading..... READING....... REAAAADD.....
Hahahaha.
OK Dr.Rosli. Got the message, Sir!
Will start reading, right away ^_^
Take care lovelies..!
Oct 11, 2013
Just let go if it is not meant to be yours
Assalamualaikum
It is true when it comes to the saying of "We have no control over our hearts". Who then controls our hearts if it not us? Allah. HE has the power and the ability to turn over your heart preferences at any time of the day. No doubt. Therefore, what you can do is to always make du'a and ask Allah to protect you from any hardships in life. Well, just let us put it this way. If things are not meant to be for us, we should just forget about it and move on. No use to lament over things that have passed as it will affect your life completely. Negativity does not bring any fruits of positivity in life. You do know about that right?
When life gets hard and you realized that nothing is under your control, that is when you have to realize that our life in this world serves only for one ultimate purpose. 'Ubudiyyah. Everything must be set and targeted as an Ibadah to Allah. Remember lovelies =) Total submission to Allah is our main goal in life. That is what Islam is all about. And this very business is not depressing at all! Believe me =)
Oklah, contohnya..I want to be friends with Anuar Zain so bad...but it will just not work out, you know. The possibility is just too small and it is almost near to no hope, at all. So what do we do? Just move on lah. You are not going to die. And nothing bad is going to happen to you if you cannot be friends with Anuar Zain, kan? Alaaa...Anuar Zain je... Tak ada apa sangatlaah..
And let's say...you want to be friends with Ameen Misran, a popular blogger, or Maria Elena, a popular blogger as well..BUT you just could not get the opportunity to do that. It will not be something that is very depressing for you kan? Well, sometimes, we just could not get certain things in life and we have to live with that fact. =) You can still watch them from far kan? And that is .... good enough , I guess? He he he.
Well, be a stalker lah. And follow good things from them. They will get the rewards from Allah as well. Allahumma Amin. In Sha Allah.. Be a ... good stalker okay? ^_^ (Haha.. I am a good observer. Macam buruk je jadi stalker).
And...if .... if.... you are not meant to be with the love of your life... Just be strong okay? I am sure that Allah has better plans for you. Sometimes, kalau orang dah tak suka, kita tak boleh nak paksa kan? Yelah, bukan kita yang control hati manusia... I know it can be hurtful...and like a total disaster. But, please lovelies...just remember...ALLAH sentiasa ada untuk kita ^_^
If.... (Nauzubillah) It happens to be that the person I admire so much leave me to be with a better person, (Contoh, he pilih another girl yang way too nice from me..way too beautiful from me...and way too precious than me) .. I will force myself to accept the fact that he does not want me anymore. Mungkin jodoh dia dengan saya sekejap sahaja. Kan? Tak apa...as long as Allah takkan tinggalkan saya. I have HIM. That is more than enough. Plus, bagus apa kalau dia dapat kahwin dengan perempuan yang lebih baik =) Maybe..I will be brokenhearted and choose to apply the detachment strategy for quite some time if that happens. But that will not last for too long. I will find ways and get ready with possible and workable back up plans to move on with my life. In Sha Allah...moga Allah sentiasa bantu saya untuk jadi yang lebih baik. Walaupun.....heartbroken bukan perkara yang main-main...tapi, Allah je yang boleh sembuhkan luka hati kita.
Ah. Talking about rejection is a never ending business kan?
Saya Faham.
And forgive me sebab I feel like writing about this malam ni.
Innnallahama'assobirin...
Dear you, I hope you will live a happy life, with or without me =)
It is true when it comes to the saying of "We have no control over our hearts". Who then controls our hearts if it not us? Allah. HE has the power and the ability to turn over your heart preferences at any time of the day. No doubt. Therefore, what you can do is to always make du'a and ask Allah to protect you from any hardships in life. Well, just let us put it this way. If things are not meant to be for us, we should just forget about it and move on. No use to lament over things that have passed as it will affect your life completely. Negativity does not bring any fruits of positivity in life. You do know about that right?
When life gets hard and you realized that nothing is under your control, that is when you have to realize that our life in this world serves only for one ultimate purpose. 'Ubudiyyah. Everything must be set and targeted as an Ibadah to Allah. Remember lovelies =) Total submission to Allah is our main goal in life. That is what Islam is all about. And this very business is not depressing at all! Believe me =)
Oklah, contohnya..I want to be friends with Anuar Zain so bad...but it will just not work out, you know. The possibility is just too small and it is almost near to no hope, at all. So what do we do? Just move on lah. You are not going to die. And nothing bad is going to happen to you if you cannot be friends with Anuar Zain, kan? Alaaa...Anuar Zain je... Tak ada apa sangatlaah..
And let's say...you want to be friends with Ameen Misran, a popular blogger, or Maria Elena, a popular blogger as well..BUT you just could not get the opportunity to do that. It will not be something that is very depressing for you kan? Well, sometimes, we just could not get certain things in life and we have to live with that fact. =) You can still watch them from far kan? And that is .... good enough , I guess? He he he.
Well, be a stalker lah. And follow good things from them. They will get the rewards from Allah as well. Allahumma Amin. In Sha Allah.. Be a ... good stalker okay? ^_^ (Haha.. I am a good observer. Macam buruk je jadi stalker).
And...if .... if.... you are not meant to be with the love of your life... Just be strong okay? I am sure that Allah has better plans for you. Sometimes, kalau orang dah tak suka, kita tak boleh nak paksa kan? Yelah, bukan kita yang control hati manusia... I know it can be hurtful...and like a total disaster. But, please lovelies...just remember...ALLAH sentiasa ada untuk kita ^_^
If.... (Nauzubillah) It happens to be that the person I admire so much leave me to be with a better person, (Contoh, he pilih another girl yang way too nice from me..way too beautiful from me...and way too precious than me) .. I will force myself to accept the fact that he does not want me anymore. Mungkin jodoh dia dengan saya sekejap sahaja. Kan? Tak apa...as long as Allah takkan tinggalkan saya. I have HIM. That is more than enough. Plus, bagus apa kalau dia dapat kahwin dengan perempuan yang lebih baik =) Maybe..I will be brokenhearted and choose to apply the detachment strategy for quite some time if that happens. But that will not last for too long. I will find ways and get ready with possible and workable back up plans to move on with my life. In Sha Allah...moga Allah sentiasa bantu saya untuk jadi yang lebih baik. Walaupun.....heartbroken bukan perkara yang main-main...tapi, Allah je yang boleh sembuhkan luka hati kita.
Ah. Talking about rejection is a never ending business kan?
Saya Faham.
And forgive me sebab I feel like writing about this malam ni.
Innnallahama'assobirin...
Dear you, I hope you will live a happy life, with or without me =)
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