Of Baby Shower, Cupcakes and Gifts

Assalamualaikum,

Haven't been here for quite a while. Life is getting busier with me doing nothing other than attending to the endless business of thinking..of what should I do in future. Hahaha. Seems so membazir. Membazir masa betul lah hai.

Next year will be another year for UPSR and my favourite girl will be one of the candidates but i don't see why should i suddenly talk about it here. lol. distraction.

Actually, the real story is that recently...i attended one of my friend's baby shower. it was my first time, and also mizah's first time. so, we spent a great amount of time finding the perfect gift - as we called it - because we wanted it to be a healthy and beneficial investment for the future baby.So, off we went to midvalley. Mizah wasn't so well on that day tapi Alhamdulillah everything was okay. Kesian dia takut tetiba jatuh ke apa kan. I was worried. We ended up going to MPH and decided to buy a book for the baby. Tapi nak pilih buku pun was like foreverrr..hahaha.

So, finally we picked a book and Alhamdulillah, we were happy with our choice because the Umi-to-be was soooo happy when she unwrapped the gift. heheh. 

Syaf was telling us at her baby shower that there are 19 more days to go before she is expected to deliver. Tapi...Tapi.... Allah Maha Besar..after the baby shower, malam tu she messaged us and beritahu she had contractions already. maknanyaaa...baby will come out very very soon.

To me, the event and what happened after the event were all reminders from Allah that:

We can plan, but it is only Allah who has the power to make things happen.

Friends are for us to treasure. not for us to make enemies or cultivate negative feelings. 
Semua pun dah grown up, dah jadi adults..so there's no need to involve in unhealthy competitions anymore.

Love and care for one another is very much important. Because, without love, siapalah kita. Allah Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.. why not kita lembutkan hati untuk sayang manusia lain yang Allah cipta untuk jadi kawan-kawan kita..kan?

^_^ so..the baby  shower was nice, simple and sweet mainly because we were able to sit together like the old days and have a fun quick reunion.

Can't believe that one of us is already a mother. Who's next?

^_^ get well soon Inspektor Aisyah.    

Reminiscing Sabah - Day Three - 26th Sept

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Morning. We went to Lahad Datu. It was a sudden plan because one of Pak Bong's students meninggal dunia. It was at Kg. Bugis. And I asked Kak Et, kenapa nama kampung tu Bugis? The answer is simple. Ramai orang Bugis. We went there and waited until the it was over. We even went to tanah perkuburan and me and Kak Et watched from far how the jenazah was dikebumikan. It was...for me..a lifetime experience. Because, I got to see the jenazah close up. And my nose remembered the smell of the jenazah until the night when we arrived home. Gaaahh...Faathinah and her mindset problems.
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After all that was over, we went to Pasar Lahad Datu and bought lots of ikan and udang. So many udang...! I cannot eat udang T_T such a waste. If only I brought with me my allergic medicines, I would have the opportunity to eat all the big big big and delicious UDANG.
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Then we stopped for prayers on our way back to Keningau at one of the mosques dekat tepi jalan. Pak Bong kata masa Pak Tan datang Sabah, they went to the same mosque as well. Hahaha. Saya pun dah sampai.... =P


It was a great comfort to have such a kind company...on the line.
Hehe. Well, dear you, I am very much thankful sebab anda sudi sms dengan saya.

Kak Et, pada hari tersebut, lutut beliau lebam..sebab beliau terlanggar err...pintu kereta kalau tak silap. Kesian lutut beliau.

Jodoh dan Rezeki

Assalamualaikum..

Ehem. Cubaan, Satu, Dua, Tiga.

Baiklah, hari ni, nak bercerita sikit soal jodoh dan rezeki. Tapi, bukan jodoh yang nak kahwin sehidup semati tu tau. Ini nak cerita tentang jodoh lain.

Cerita Satu.

Pagi tadi ada janji nak jumpa dengan kakak senior yang sekelas Semantics dengan Fathi. Ada urusan jual beli sikit. Hajat di hati nak jual homemade chocolate yang Umi buat. Jadi, Kak Jay adalah pelanggan pertama Fathi untuk hari ini. Ini rezeki namanya ^_^ pagi-pagi dah ada pelanggan. Hehe. Semalam kami janji nak jumpa di Evoke, tempat makan terkenal di kampus. Haha. Tapi, Fathi ada destinasi lain yang wajib disinggah sebelum pergi ke Evoke iaitu, perpustakaan. Kecemasan sangat dah ni. Wajib juga pergi perpustakaan. Perpustakaan dengan Evoke jauh pulak jaraknya. Nak dijadikan cerita, Fathi SMS Kak Jay, tanya beliau, jadi ke kami nak jumpa di Evoke dan di mana. Nak jugak tengok masa, sempat atau tidak nak bergegas. 

Fathi: Kak Jay, kita nak jumpa di mana nanti?

Kak Jay: Akak ada dekat library ni sekarang. Jumpa depan library lah, OK?

Fathi: Wah! Kita ada jodoh ni Kak Jay. I am inside the library. Jumpa kat luar ye.

Senyum pun melebarlah di wajah Fathi. Tak perlu jalan jauh-jauh sampai ke Evoke. Yay! Inilah namanya rezeki awal pagi. Allah permudahkan urusan Fathi hari ni. Alhamdulillah..

Macam kebetulan kan? Manis betul kebetulan ni.

Cerita Dua.

Ceritanya, sejak pagi tadi juga, asyik teringatkan seorang kakak senior yang dah lama sangat tak dengar khabar beritanya. Dalam hati asyik sebut-sebut nama dia. Secara tidak sedar. Teringat tiba-tiba. Alaa…korang tak pernah ada pengalaman macam ni ke? Teringat dekat siapa-siapa secara tiba-tiba. Ah. Banyak pulak ulang perkataan tiba-tiba. Tapi, bila masuk kelas Romantic Victorian pagi tadi, terus tak ingat Kak Ainur lagi dah. Puncanya apa? Sebab kena baca sajak la pulak dekat depan kelas. Terus nervous tahap tak ingat dah. Habis je kelas Romantic Victorian, terus bergegas pulang ke hostel. Dan…nak dijadikan cerita…dalam perjalanan pulang tu, tiba-tiba Fathi terserempak dengan Kak Ainur! Beliau baru habis kelas jugak. Baru keluar dari pintu kelas. Fathi nampak beliau, terus peluk beliau di tengah-tengah laluan orang ramai. Ahahaha.. INI JODOH DAN REZEKI! Allah makbulkan permintaan Fathi nak berjumpa dengan Kak Ainur. Baru je sebut-sebut nama beliau tadi pagi.

Kesimpulannya..Allah itu Maha Pemurah. Murahnya rezeki Fathi hari ni. Alhamdulillah. Seronok rasanya. Dapat juga ubatkan fizikal yang kurang sihat ni. At least, psychologically lah kan. Hehe.

Will it be the same for my mission to find my other half? And my mission to complete my uncompleted dreams?

I shall stop looking for my other half (tak nak obses mencari lagi dah), work hard and let Allah do the rest. Hehe. Berusaha nak jadi yang terbaik je lah. Allah pasti ada ganjaran untuk kita nanti. Menarik.

When you smile, my heart melts.

Senyum rajin-rajin ye. Jumpa lagi.

Tercalar

Assalamualaikum.

Pernah dengar perkataan calar?

Ya.. saat kita calarkan kereta orang tanpa sengaja.

Saat kita calarkan buku dengan dakwat pen.

Saat kita calarkan hati ibu dan ayah di waktu kita buat perangai tak matang.

Saat kita calarkan hati pensyarah di waktu kita tidur di dalam kelas "-__-  errk...aku buat ini.

Dramatik tak contoh kepada perkataan CALAR?

Baiklah. Mari pergi terus pada isi utama entri kali ini.

Di dalam beg ada kunci bilik.

Di dalam beg ada mp3 player.

Di dalam beg juga ada telefon bimbit.

Ketika itu, tuan punya mp3 sedang dalam perjalanan pulang ke hostel.

Sambil berjalan, tangan beliau seluk ke dalam beg dan dicapainya mp3 player yang ada di dalam.

CALAR?!

"Macam mana skrin mp3 player ni boleh bercalar??

Tak sampai setahun lagi usia alat canggih ni." kata Tuan Punya mp3 dalam nada yang kesal.

Rupa-rupanya..beliau bijak sangat. Diletaknya mp3 player sekali dengan kunci bilik.

Kunci tu kisah apa kalau dia calarkan skrin mp3 tu?

Padan muka.

Sekarang, dah bercalar.

Tak boleh diundur semula masa.

Hakikat bahawa skrin mp3 player tersebut sudah bercalar, harus diterima dengan hati yang redha.

"Tak apalah. Lepas ni, jangan letak kunci sekali dengan barang2 yang ada skrin. Barulah tak ada insiden CALAR lagi."

Sekian.

Found It #3

Relationships

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. 

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. 

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. 

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. 

They may seem like a godsend and they are. 

They are there for the reason you need them to be. 

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. 

Sometimes they die. 

Sometimes they walk away. 

Some times they act up and force you to take a stand. 

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. 

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.  

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. 

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. 

They may teach you something you have never done. 

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. 

Believe it, it is real. 

But only for a season! 

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. 

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. 

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. 

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. 

Found it at :

Islamicoccasions.com

p/s:

Ini sangat menyentuh hati. 

2394 messages

It has been almost 2 months.

And the phone's inbox is full with words and words and words.

2394 messages exactly.

Leaving behind the other senders, the sender owns the first place.

I do not mean to treat the others like contestants.

It is just an analogy.

It clearly indicates how I do have a lot to tell people.

Maybe sometimes, I just don't follow the exact protocol.

That is why pen and paper are in crucial need.

When you have no one to talk to, spill it all on the paper.

Then, you decide. Keep the paper or throw it away.

When you decide to keep it, surely it will be a very good reference in future.

But, if you choose to throw it away, let's assume you did that to erase all negative vibes that surrounded you while you were writing it. 

A good decision, indeed.

No hard feelings.

Don't be over-sensitive, I tell you.

Because you will literally be dying slowly.

It is not good for your health.

Inside and outside.

Am aware of this.

And am trying my best to avoid being an over-sensitive person.

To tell you the truth, 

it is super challenging to accomplish that mission.

But I'll try no matter how hard it is.

I know that surrounding plays a role. But, lemme tell you this.

You should not put blame on others.

Always look at your own faults.

No doubt. It is all back to ourselves.

The power is in your hand. You have the control.

My apology for being so upset these past few weeks.

But, am adjusting.

I am reducing my panic-attack disorder. (It's a disorder kan? Uhuk2. It sounds so teruk.)

Wanna know how I do that?

I try to go to class late. And I'm kinda okay with that.

Haha. But I do feel nervous.

I didn't do my homework regularly.

I push it all to the last minute.

And that is super crazy.

I am testing my own patience.

I know that there's no need to conform.

But, voices around me keep on telling me that I have to improve myself.

I thought I was doing it right. Keeping myself relax and not-panic.

But, I found out today that my performance is degrading.
I really thought that I have done it right.

But I am actually not.

No one is to be blamed.
It is all my fault.

If I am allowed to hurt myself, I would slap my face KUAT-KUAT.

Duh ''-__- 

orang lain semua relax je.

Aku jugak yang kecoh last-last.

Kenyataan itu memang menyakitkan.

Right now, I feel like everything I do is not right.

Ada sahaja yang tak kena.

But, But, But....

I am very proud of myself because I was able to put four characters in the archive box.

Four characters in life that have made my world upside down.

Now that they have gone, I am able to breathe normally and .. smile happily.

I told myself not to mention even their names for like 10 days and I managed to do that.

It did not stop until the 10th day.

Cukup sepuluh hari, aku sambung lagi sepuluh hari dan sepuluh hari lagi..

sehinggalah secara semulajadinya, mulut aku tak sebut langsung nama mereka.

I am doing all these, step by step.

You know what.

If people wont listen to you, then dont talk. 

It is as easy as that.

I asked myself these two questions: 

Ingat cakap kuat-kuat tu comel ke? Ingat cakap banyak tu luar biasa ke?

I was trying so hard to talk softly and you know...rendahkan suara and what not.

And I tried not to talk super banyak.

But it just didnt work out!

Oh Allah. What do I do?

Seriously, I need help.

I figured out one solution.

Find more distractions.

Last but not least, 

If you don't try, You won't know.

p/s: Ini krisis mid-degree kah? Ahaha. Nonsense.

Memory is Effort

Memory is effort.

Let's look at Dr. Subra's theory of memory retention.

Read ONCE, 10% of memory retention.

Read TWICE, 20% of memory retention.

Read 3x , 40% of memory retention.

Read 4x , 60% of memory retention. (At this level, you now can be considered as a B student.)

Read 5x or 6x , more than 70% of memory retention. (At this level, you now can be classed as an A student.)

Hmm..what I can derive from Dr. Subra's theory is, "The main point here is, READ the notes laa. If not, you will not be able to sit for Semantic's examination."

The more effort, the more memory. Erk. Haha. Sounds funny kan?

Betullah.

Less effort, less memory.

Hm. Likewise.

The more you remember Allah, the more blessings from Allah you will get.

Nice theory. Memory is effort =)

A Tree.

There is a tree.

It grows healthily and it gets enough nutrition.
It was not happy once. Because it was alone.

But now, it is a very healthy and happy tree.

Because it has friends.

Every now and then, leaves fall down under the tree.
And the earth around the tree sometimes is too messy.

Full with leaves and dirts.

But the tree does not mind any of these, because it is a happy tree.

The tree's friend are human beings.

One day, two girls passed by and said,

"The foliage under the tree need to be cleared."

And the girls who have very kind and warm hearts cleared the foliage under the tree.

Willingly.

They became friends since that day.

The tree and the two girls.

Under the tree, is now cleared.

It is very clean and green.

It is happy and it does not have to feel alone anymore.

Because the two girls are there, to accompany him.

One day, the two girls decided to leave the tree.

Now, the tree is alone again.

They have now gone after they cleared the foliage.

The tree is again, alone.

It is waiting for a friend.

Who is willing to take care of him when hard times come.

What if someone came and cut the tree?

It needs a guardian.

It is crying but no one knows.

The two girls who went away,

will forever be at the tree's memory.

The tree will never forget them.

They are very sweet and lovely.

May Allah bless them, says Tree.

I do not mind being alone.

As long as I know both of you girls are happy.

Both of you will feel tired cleaning up the foliage under the tree after all.

So, fly free.

I'll be okay, says Tree.

 

Kisah Roti Berinti Coklat dan Anak Kucing

Assalamualaikum.

Ya, saya tahu. Jam tunjuk pukul 2 pagi. Waktu untuk tidur sepatutnya,

Ah. Tak kira, Nak cerita jugak.

Di suatu petang yang aman, Tuan Rumah baru pulang dari kampus. Dari stesen keretapi, terus ambil teksi dan pulang ke rumah. Setibanya beliau di rumah, semua anak-anak kucing datang beramai-ramai untuk ucapkan selamat pulang kepada si Tuan Rumah. "Alahai..comelnya ramai-ramai datang jemput aku depan pintu pagar..", berkata si Tuan Rumah dalam nada yang bahagia. Mereka semua pun masuk ke dalam rumah dan terus menuju ke bilik tidur si Tuan Rumah.

"OK. Sekarang, semua pergi dapur, makan. Jangan kacau orang nak berehat."
Itu arahan Tuan Rumah.
Si Hitam patuh arahan dan pergi bermain dengan Si Kecik selepas selesai mengisi perut dengan biskut kucing. Si Tompok..yang bulat dan gemuk..memilih untuk tidak mematuhi arahan tersebut.
Pintu bilik ditolak perlahan oleh Si Tompok. Mengiau dengan kuat dan lantang.
Tuan Rumah pandang. "Kau nak apa? Kan dah makan biskut kucing tadi."
Si Tompok datang dekat dan tolak plastik yang berisi roti coklat di atas riba Tuan Rumah.
"Hah! Jangan mengada nak makan orang punya roti. Kau tu kucing. Mana makan roti coklat."

Si Tompok mengiau lagi.
Tuan Rumah mula rimas. "Yelah...nah rasa sikit."
Secubit roti berinti coklat diberikan kepada si anak kucing.

Anak kucing yang gemuk dan comel itu, makan roti berinti coklat tersebut dengan bersungguh-sungguh.

?????!! APA?!
Dia makan roti tu??

''T_T ..... ini kucing ke alien.

Tuan Rumah rasa kagum dan berkeputusan untuk berkongsi roti berinti coklat tersebut dengan si anak kucing.

Subhanallah.
Tak sangka kucing-kucing di rumah tu semuanya pelik-pelik.

Kucing + Roti Coklat?
PELIK.

Mungkin ada banyak lagi cerita pelik di luar sana.
Semoga kucing-kucing di atas muka bumi ini mendapat makanan yang cukup dan terus berzikir untuk manusia yang memberi makan dan berbuat baik kepada mereka.
Amin.

Heartbroken

Am falling into pieces.

Because, when a heart breaks,

It does not break even.

The best part of me was always you.

I am struggling to even breathe but you are all okay.

Sound familiar?

Yes. It is a song.

And it reflects well.

When a heart breaks, it does not break even.

All the waiting is a regret.

Time shall heal.

Till  then, be safe and be happy. Please be happy. Please.

Kisah Ayam Goreng dan Kucing

Assalamualaikum.
Hai. Selamat petang manusia-manusia hensem dan comel di luar sana. (Cewah, ada macam style Mr.K tak? Aku nak tiru dia sikit harini. Huh.)
Hari ini, niat untuk bercerita tentang kisah cinta telah dibatalkan dengan jayanya.
Hanya kerana satu sebab. Rasa eww.. secara tiba-tiba. Apa Fathi tak sudah-sudah emo pasal relationship ni?
Gelilah. Haha. Baca Mr.K punya belog, peratus rasa geli tu ada la jugak tapi peratus yang selebihnya, Fathi gelak sakan tengok gaya penulisan beliau. Gedik tapi kreatif. LOL. How can a guy be that gedik?


So, hari ini, cerita kita adalah tentang ayam goreng dan seekor kucing belaan manusia.
Mangsa keadaan: Ayam goreng.
Pemangsa: Kucing ( Nama beliau Demang Jr.)
Yang penat bagi ayam goreng dekat kucing: Tuan rumah (ehem2.)


Semalam, sedang tuan rumah asyik mendengar Aamir Khan dan Manisha menyanyi lagu Mera Mann, Demang Jr. telah mengetuk pintu bilik tuan rumah dan minta izin mahu masuk. (Tuan rumah seorang sahaja yang faham bahasa kucing belaan beliau. Harap maklum.)
Lalu, diizinkan si kucing masuk sambil bertanya, "Nak apa ni bising2?"
Si kucing terus mengiau tanpa menghiraukan tuan rumah tersebut. Mengiau sambil berjalan berlegar-legar di dalam bilik. Panjat katil, masuk bawah selimut, keluar semula dan duduk atas beg gitar, bangun dan panjat kerusi..dan iyah! melompat ke atas meja solek dan akhirnya turun semula dan berjalan dengan macho ke arah tuan rumah. Mengiau tidak henti.

Tuan rumah garu kepala. Apahal kucing ni? Time orang nak rehatlah dia datang buat bising. Semak.
Beliau pun buka pintu bilik dan ajak Demang Jr. ke dapur. "Kau nak makan kan? Nah, ni ada biskut kucing. Makan ye.. Air ada kat sebelah tu. Makan ok?"
Demang Jr. pandang sebelah mata je biskut kucing dalam pinggan tu.
Ni apahal pulak ni. Bagi makan tak nak pulak.
"OK. Fine. Manja nak keluar tengok adik-adik ke? Jom kita keluar ye. Pintu keluar ada kat depan. Meh. Kita jalan sama-sama."
Si kucing ikut tuan rumah dari belakang sambil berlari-lari anak.
Sampai di muka pintu, kucing buat muka tak bersalah.
Tak nak keluar pulak! Habis tu nak apaa?? Miau miau miau miau dari tadi. Nak apa? Cuba cakap.
Tuan rumah bengang.

Mereka berdua pun jalan sama-sama, pergi ke meja makan di tengah rumah.
Si kucing panjat meja makan dan sondol tudung saji atas meja dengan menggunakan kepala.
Tuan rumah pun curious nak tahu kucing ni sebenarnya nak apa.
Diangkat tudung saji tersebut..dan...tadaaa!

Ada 2 ketul ayam goreng dalam pinggan!

"Laaah...nak ayam goreng rupanya. Nape tak kastau awal-awal..."

Fakta: Demang Jr.'s favorite food since he was a kid is AYAM GORENG. Dasar upin ipin punya kucing.

Tuan rumah pun ambil ayam goreng tu, basuh dengan air supaya tak rasa berempah sangat dan serve them in a plate. Ready to be eaten!
Demang Jr. tunjuk muka puas hati. Terus berhenti mengiau. Hish. Pelik ah binatang ni.

Si kucing makan ayam goreng dengan bersungguh-sungguh.
Tuan rumah rasa kagum.
Subhanallah.
Ciptaan Allah yang macam ni punya perangai pun ada? Haha. Uniklah.

Demang Jr., walaupun kau gedik malam semalam, kau tetap comel. Ugh. Asyik kalah je dengan kecomelan dia. Lemah aku.

Ayam goreng sedap.
Have a great dinner, people!
Love, Fathi.

Amiratul kata...

Amiratul kata,

"Kalau ada sesiapa mahu memasuki hati, biar dia minta kunci dari Allah"

Thoughtful kan ayat di atas?
Rindu Amiratul.
Be safe, be happy. Sayang kamu.

Fathi fikir panjang lepas baca latest post Amiratul.
Fikir.
Fikir.
Fikir..

The Perfect Gift

Close your eyes
And I will sing a song for you
I will always be there
I will always love you.

And while you’re dreaming
I will row your boat ashore
I will always be there for you.

Across the sky and back again
we get torn and who knows when
my heart had begun to melt
all because of you.

I still fall apart
when you are in my arms like this.
You gave me the perfect gift.

Don’t be scared to face your fears.
Don’t be scared to spread your wings.
Don’t be scared to share your tears.
Cause love is everything.

When you are dancing,
don’t forget to dance alone.
I will always be there
if you remember all of this.

You’ll give me the perfect gift.
You gave me the perfect gift.

-The Canadian Tenors-

For the past five months,
I listen to this song repeatedly.
It is a very slow song.
I like the sound of the piano in this song.
I try to relate the lyrics of this song to my life.

Actually, this song is meant for Christmas celebration, if I am not mistaken.
But, you can simply adjust the lyrics and adapt it to your own situation.
As simple as that.
Kan?

Indeed, every single day is a perfect gift from Allah.
When you wake up from a long sleep,
When you get to eat good food,
When your friend is smiling her sweetest smile to you,
When you get to breathe without difficulties,
When you are in the best of health,
When you feel happy and at ease,
When you get to hear your parents voice,

ALL of them is a PERFECT GIFT!

Thank You Allah for the gift of my life today.
=) I feel blessed.

Much Love,
Fathi.

4P?

 

“Pergh. Panic. Paranoid. Psycho. I shall call you 4P? Okay.Okay. Jangan jadi r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d okeh.”

Read the above statement?

Okay, let’s make a reality check.

Panic. Yes, I suffered from panic attack disorder.

But that was like years ago. Now, Alhamdulillah I am recovering.

(I admit I always got panic especially when I am late for something)

Okay, next. Paranoid.

Since when am I a paranoid person?

I have no answer for this. Need to make an observation on this. (Ish...paranoid pulak dah.)

If it is true that I am a paranoid person, I really need to find a solution.

Last but not least, a psycho.

Ahaha. Everyone is a psycho in their own ways. Right?

Conclusion, I am not a 4P.

Ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrongs I have done.

Random Thoughts (generated while doing Fiqh assignment)

30 October 2011

1.   Heheh. I know. Despite of having not enough time to finish my 15 pages long term paper, I still have the time to let my mind walk and stroll around somewhere I don’t even know where.

2.   I was feeling frustrated yesterday. Both of my beloved friends got infected with virus demam. I have a very strong feeling that it was me who spread the germs to them. 

(Penyebar Virus Bergerak: Anda, Anda dan Anda merupakan salah seorang daripada penjahat ini. Termasuk saya. Haih. Maafkan saya.)

3.   Doing Fiqh assignment is really testing my patience. My fever has now gone (I am very confident to say this eventhough I am not fully cured, yet. This is called as “Positive Thinking”. From my personal opinion, at least. Haha. Aku mahu sihat. Mengaku sihat walaupun suhu badan agak tinggi. Demam..pergilah jauh-jauh..tak larat dah ni nak tanggung kesakitan.)

4.   Muhammad Salih al-Munajjid is a very controversial scholar of our time. I am seriously having hard time writing about him. Silap pilih tajuk ni. Tapi tidak mengapa. Mencuba sesuatu yang menyumbangkan ilmu baru kepada kita bukanlah suatu kesalahan. Kontroversi itu ilmu. Ilmu itu menarik. Yeah.

31 October 2011

1.    A friend of mine sent a message to me:

“Anyway, take it easy. Don’t stress, not good for your health. Plus it’s all duniawi stuff. Do the best that you can.”

Thank you so much, friend. I do appreciate it. Tapi…hm..nevermind.

2.   Assignments are giving me a real headache. Want to know why I am stress? The answer is bad time management with a combination of terrible stress management. Okay. Now, tell me. Siapa yang tak stress tengok kawan baik sendiri tak layan anda bila berjumpa secara berdepan? Drama swasta berada di mana-mana dan pasti akan menyumbang kepada stress. Betul kan?

3.   Saya OK je. Ayat pertanyaan tadi cuma contoh semata.

4.   Soalan yang sama. Kenapa saya stress? Kerana saya penat dan ada banyak kerja. Saya tidak cukup tidur. Oleh itu, badan dan otak telah memberikan tindak balas yang amat hebat. Maka terhasillah stress dan juga penyakit tambahan seperti migraine dan demam panas.

5.   Maaf, teman. Jangan salahkan saya. Saya perlukan sokongan. Bukan kritikan.

6.   Adik-adik dan kawan-kawan yang disayangi Allah sekalian, jauhi sikap suka bertangguh. Ia memakan diri. I promised that you will suffer if you choose to procrastinate. I’ve been there. IT HURTS A LOT! Literally, I was hurting.

7.   Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah. Apakah kita akan sama ataupun sebaliknya.

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan. Harus ada rasa percaya.

Ya. Saya cuba untuk muhasabah diri. Agar tidak hanya memandang pada duniawi.