Jodoh dan Rezeki

Assalamualaikum..

Ehem. Cubaan, Satu, Dua, Tiga.

Baiklah, hari ni, nak bercerita sikit soal jodoh dan rezeki. Tapi, bukan jodoh yang nak kahwin sehidup semati tu tau. Ini nak cerita tentang jodoh lain.

Cerita Satu.

Pagi tadi ada janji nak jumpa dengan kakak senior yang sekelas Semantics dengan Fathi. Ada urusan jual beli sikit. Hajat di hati nak jual homemade chocolate yang Umi buat. Jadi, Kak Jay adalah pelanggan pertama Fathi untuk hari ini. Ini rezeki namanya ^_^ pagi-pagi dah ada pelanggan. Hehe. Semalam kami janji nak jumpa di Evoke, tempat makan terkenal di kampus. Haha. Tapi, Fathi ada destinasi lain yang wajib disinggah sebelum pergi ke Evoke iaitu, perpustakaan. Kecemasan sangat dah ni. Wajib juga pergi perpustakaan. Perpustakaan dengan Evoke jauh pulak jaraknya. Nak dijadikan cerita, Fathi SMS Kak Jay, tanya beliau, jadi ke kami nak jumpa di Evoke dan di mana. Nak jugak tengok masa, sempat atau tidak nak bergegas. 

Fathi: Kak Jay, kita nak jumpa di mana nanti?

Kak Jay: Akak ada dekat library ni sekarang. Jumpa depan library lah, OK?

Fathi: Wah! Kita ada jodoh ni Kak Jay. I am inside the library. Jumpa kat luar ye.

Senyum pun melebarlah di wajah Fathi. Tak perlu jalan jauh-jauh sampai ke Evoke. Yay! Inilah namanya rezeki awal pagi. Allah permudahkan urusan Fathi hari ni. Alhamdulillah..

Macam kebetulan kan? Manis betul kebetulan ni.

Cerita Dua.

Ceritanya, sejak pagi tadi juga, asyik teringatkan seorang kakak senior yang dah lama sangat tak dengar khabar beritanya. Dalam hati asyik sebut-sebut nama dia. Secara tidak sedar. Teringat tiba-tiba. Alaa…korang tak pernah ada pengalaman macam ni ke? Teringat dekat siapa-siapa secara tiba-tiba. Ah. Banyak pulak ulang perkataan tiba-tiba. Tapi, bila masuk kelas Romantic Victorian pagi tadi, terus tak ingat Kak Ainur lagi dah. Puncanya apa? Sebab kena baca sajak la pulak dekat depan kelas. Terus nervous tahap tak ingat dah. Habis je kelas Romantic Victorian, terus bergegas pulang ke hostel. Dan…nak dijadikan cerita…dalam perjalanan pulang tu, tiba-tiba Fathi terserempak dengan Kak Ainur! Beliau baru habis kelas jugak. Baru keluar dari pintu kelas. Fathi nampak beliau, terus peluk beliau di tengah-tengah laluan orang ramai. Ahahaha.. INI JODOH DAN REZEKI! Allah makbulkan permintaan Fathi nak berjumpa dengan Kak Ainur. Baru je sebut-sebut nama beliau tadi pagi.

Kesimpulannya..Allah itu Maha Pemurah. Murahnya rezeki Fathi hari ni. Alhamdulillah. Seronok rasanya. Dapat juga ubatkan fizikal yang kurang sihat ni. At least, psychologically lah kan. Hehe.

Will it be the same for my mission to find my other half? And my mission to complete my uncompleted dreams?

I shall stop looking for my other half (tak nak obses mencari lagi dah), work hard and let Allah do the rest. Hehe. Berusaha nak jadi yang terbaik je lah. Allah pasti ada ganjaran untuk kita nanti. Menarik.

When you smile, my heart melts.

Senyum rajin-rajin ye. Jumpa lagi.

Super Confident

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


Alhamdulillah, at last today, someone has slapped me on the face.


PAP!


“Wake up lah..for how long do you want to be like this? Ingat malas-malas macam ni dapat duit beratus-ratus ke? Ingat assignment boleh siap? Wake up! Or I’ll slap you again.”



Silence.



“Wake up..please. Malas tu kalau disimpan, lama-lama jadi habit. Jadi tabiat. Buruklah.”



Adeh. Sakit tahu?



Well, he’s a friend of mine. And he did not literally slap me on the face. Haram wei. I wasn’t concentrating when he was lecturing me on “The Disadvantages of being LAZY”. But, I stopped to hear what he was saying when he said “Malas tu kalau disimpan, lama-lama jadi habit. Jadi tabiat. Buruklah”. PAP!! That was when he slapped me right on the face. It hurts.



Phew. This story turned out to be very inspiring to me. Good for me. Good for me.

I really needed that slap. Malas dah sampai tahap super. Nak charge telefon pun malas. Ini kes parah.



I am now trying my best to fully utilize my holiday so that it will not be wasted on silly silly things. For now, I am glad that I have spent a lot of time with my cats. It was awesome. Duduk bersahaja sambil berpandangan dengan anak-anak kucing yang tak reti nak duduk diam.



I wanted to talk about my friend. He was very confident to slap me right on my face. Congrats. And he was very confident to tell me that he is going to get married in like 2 years time. I thought he already has a fiancé or a girlfriend, at least. In reality, he has no one. But, he was super confident telling me that he will get married in 2 years time.



“Bila dijangka kahwin?” asked oblivious me.



“InsyaAllah 2 tahun lagi. Kalau boleh before 26 tahun.”



Silence.



“But, right now sedang mencari calon lagi la.” He added, with a small laugh.



“Laaaaah..! Mati-mati ingat dah ada calon tadi. Cakap macam dah ada je. Apalah. Tapi, hebatlah. Tahniah sebab super confident.”



Haih. Super confident. I told him, this must be the case of a serious daydreaming. Good for him. Am very proud of him. May his dream come true. Bolehlah Fathi mark dekat calendar, “Upcoming Wedding: Pelindung Agama”. Hahaha.



Thank You Allah for sending me a friend like him.

To Pelindung Agama, Terima kasih. Moga Allah makbulkan doa anda.

Found It #3

Relationships

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. 

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. 

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. 

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. 

They may seem like a godsend and they are. 

They are there for the reason you need them to be. 

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. 

Sometimes they die. 

Sometimes they walk away. 

Some times they act up and force you to take a stand. 

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. 

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.  

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. 

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. 

They may teach you something you have never done. 

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. 

Believe it, it is real. 

But only for a season! 

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. 

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. 

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. 

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. 

Found it at :

Islamicoccasions.com

p/s:

Ini sangat menyentuh hati. 

Thank You Allah

Assalamualaikum.

Let's say Alhamdulillah together.
And then....Stand in front of the mirror,

And give yourself a BIG SMILE.

Now, tell yourself,
"Attractive juga ya aku ini"

Hehe.
Okay. Do the above routine everyday.
You will finally teach yourself to be grateful with what Allah has given to you.
It is not wrong to admire the beauty of yourself,

And to compliment yourself everyday,

Because, by doing so, it means that you feel grateful.

Give thanks to Allah.
You lose nothing.
Bonus, you will earn His love.
Great!

Alhamdulillah..
I am grateful.
Allah is very merciful.
He helps me to make my parents happy.
He makes me feel I am not alone in this world.
He makes me treasure the meaning of hard work.
He makes me embrace the meaning of perseverance.

I am grateful.

Move On

Things to do today:
1. Move on.
2.Smile
3. Buy myself a birthday present.
4. Print a nice planner or a calendar and get myself organized.
5. Repeat #2

Back To Reality

I am now back.

The university has welcomed me with a happy face.

Meeting friends on the very first week of new semester has always been a very exciting moment.

Everyone is looking forward to that.

It was a bit awkward to meet the others again.

Mixtures of vibes are all around and it was giving me a tiny feeling of nervousness.

As usual...My panic attack came on the very first day.

I was panicking to meet my friends whom I have been longing for (erk..tu pun nak panic.parah.)

Here we go, my two lovely friends.

Both of them looked just fine.

And I was super relieved to know that they spent time together more often now. I do not mind that. Eventhough I felt a bit left out. The most important thing to me is to see both of them happy.

Their calm vibes made me feel at ease.

One of them though has a very hectic schedule. She looked as if she doesn’t sleep at all. And she looked exhausted. Her face was very pale and she kept on saying that she's too busy.

I was worried to see her like that. She's supposed to be happy and get enough sleep and also spend time eating good food.

I see red cheeks no more. She's very pale. Seriously, she has to relax a bit. I will make sure that I will always ask her to eat every time I meet her. That is the very small thing that I can do to help.

My other friend is looking just fine and I was surprised to see myself at last can look at her without any weird, heartbreaking and grumpy feelings.

She's so happy that her vibe made me feel okay whenever I see her.

Oh and we're very hyper in class. She called it as the art to survive. At least we don’t sleep during lectures. Haha.

Coming to the interesting part of my new semester, being friends with two beautiful, happy-go-lucky and COOL girls has never come across in my mind.

The days we spent together are always filled with laughter.

I laugh A LOT. They describe me as someone yang sangat geli hati. Ahaha. Oh, and that is a fact. Cannot deny the fact that, I laugh at almost everything. Ah, Gila.

When we are together, the three of us will always have our own evil plans.

Nobody knows how we are living our life so happily, having nothing to worry about. (Now, that’s a lie I think :P heh. We always worry about our assignments and how we are having not enough time to SLEEP. Lol.). Things are getting much better when I am with them.

I feel normal when I am with Lavender and Butterfly.

I feel strangely normal and normal and normal when I am with Kareena and Karisma.

Ahaha, now I am giving names to them. Well, they are nice names. Aren’t they?

It has now been the third week of our new semester.

I am hoping that this sem will end safely. I just want to be safe.

Selamat dan aman. Itu yang penting.

I will make sure that I will never cry of silly things this sem. Enough of being bullied.

Sekarang, aku sudah ada kuasa! Haha. Oh, thanks Kareena. You are really helping me out in chasing away the habit of not knowing how to say NO to people.

Stop being too nice, says I.

May Allah bless us all :)

Until next time, do smile and take care of yourself.

Fathi says, Thank You :)